1. NOVEMBER

So i'm waiting for this test to end
So these lighter days can soon begin
I'll be alone but maybe more carefree
Like a kite that floats so effortlessly
I was afraid to be alone
Now im scared thats how id like to be
All these faces none the same
How can there be so many personalities

So many lifeless empty hands
So many hearts in great demand

And now my sorrow seems so far away
Until i'm taken by these bolts of pain
But i turn them off and tuck them away
till these rainy days that make them stay

And then i'll cry so hard to these sad songs
And the words still ring, once here now gone
And they echo through my head everyday
And i dont think they'll ever go away

Just like thinking of your childhood home
But we cant go back we're on our own

Oh,
But i'm about to give this one more shot
And find it in myself
Ill find it in myself

So were speeding towards that time of year
To the day that marks you're not here
And i think i'll want to be alone
So please understand that i dont answer the phone
I'll just sit and stare at my deep blue walls
Until i can see nothing at all
Only particles some fast some slow
All my eyes can see is all i know

Ohh..
But i'm about to give this one more shot
And find it in myself
I'll find it in myself


2. FOR THE SAKE OF THE SONG

Why does she sing these sad songs for me, i'm not the one
To tenderly bring her soft sympathy i've just begun
To see my way clear it's plain, if i stop i will fall
I can lay down a tear for her pain, a tear and that's all.

What does she want me to do?
She says that she that knows moments are rare
I suppose that it's true
And on she goes to say i don't care when she knows that i do.

Well, maybe she just has to sing, for the sake of the song
And who do i think that i am to decide that she's wrong.

She'd like to think i was cruel,
She knows that's a lie for i would be
No more than a tool
If i allowed her to cry all over me.

Oh my sorrow is real even though i can't change my plans
If she could see how i feel then i know she'd understand

Does she actually think i'm to blame?
Does she really believe that some word of mine could relieve all her pain?
Can't she see that she grieves just because she's been blindly deceived
By her shame?

Well, maybe she just has to sing, for the sake of the song
And who do i think that i am to decide that she's wrong.

I know nothings what it seems, maybe one day she'll start to realize
That if she abandons her dreams then all the words she can say are only lies
When will she see that the gain is only to lose?
All that she offers me are her chains, and i got to refuse.

But it's only to herself that she's lied

She likes to pretend it's something that she should defend, with her pride

And i don't intend to stand here and be the friend from whom she must hide.

Well, maybe she just has to sing, for the sake of the song
And who do i think that i am to decide that she's wrong.
Well, maybe she just has to sing, for the sake of the song


3. NO SIGNS OF PAIN

standing in front of you
they fade into the wall
and leave behind nothing
nothing at all
and no i don't understand how they forget
when so much has passed us by they take what they can get
and no i don't understand how weightless they must be
without feeling without feeling without feeling

and grasping with fingernails as they tear through your skin
leaving no signs of pain
your wounds to mend
and no i don't understand how they forget
when so much has passed us by they take what they can get
and no i don't understand how weightless they must be
without feeling without feeling without feeling

and no i don't understand how they forget
when so much has passed us by they take what they can get
and no i don't understand how weightless they must be
without feeling without feeling without feeling


4. JUST A FAINT LINE

(No Lyrics Avalable)


5. I WILL DO THESE THINGS

I will take your childhood dreams
And turn them into to beautiful film
I will take your most important things
Cast them gold fill a mueseum

So your heart doesn't know where mine's been
I'll never let your heart go where mine's been

I will kiss away every tear
They'll disappear in my mouth
And i will believe in all your fears
You let them in, i'll let them out
And put them in their place, my love

So your heart doesn't know where mine's been
I'll never let your heart go where mine's been

I'll never let your heart go where mine's been


6. OTHER THAN THIS WORLD

Somethings wrong you say
I looked into those eyes a hundered times a day
those deep blue wells so vague
elusive as christ until the day
the secrets spilled into my room
down the phone line into view
I've waited all my life to know

why our light is gone
our white light that's home
maybe love and peace are waiting for us
somewhere other than this world
at least we pray

lalalaa etc.

I'll write you and in my dreams
I'll lay on your chest to muffle your screams
and all the love I see I'll hold it close to me
in hopes that one day our secrets will be free

but now our light is gone
our white light that's home
maybe love and peace are waiting for us
somewhere other than this world
so we pray

lalalaa etc.