1. Brainhead

Sirens in my head people talking loud but i can't hear a thing
hidden in the wood in your neighbourhood trying to escape but losing it
in the parking lot in the club at the motel when i'm drunk
tell where you've gone baby what have i done
in the parking lot in the club in your bedroom when i'm drunk
tell me where you've gone baby what have i done
silence in the wood i'm in your neighbourhood violence ail around i'm looking for a light
lying on a bench waiting for a soul to pick me up in the lost and found
your voice in my head i'm so glad that you came though you tell me you don't understand
why i hurt myself don't we all cut ourselves up until we feel the pain of who we are
baby there's no victim there's no killer just you and me and no one to forgive
i don't care if i die if i can't lose myself
so here i am yeah here i am braindead.

2. WHITE NOISE

turn away girl when you talk to me
junk nation i am sick of you
wish i could put my head in the sand
information like a cartoon
my girl my girl i wanna feel
fake world my girl you make it real
my girl my girl i wanna feel
fake world my girl you make me real
bitch you make me real
and when i see you
everywhere i turn every time i see their faces around
i feel like i'm just another hollow man lost in the crowd
when you cut yourself up feels like i'm doing it to myself
i wanna smell you i wanna touch you i wanna feel you like a wild dog
fake tits big lips mummy buy me a new body
blow up dolls nylon thongs and french perfume
liposuction depilation hard porn pop corn rock hard implants for graduation
fast food hollywood do it cause it feels good nip and fuck what the fuck
if you mess up they can cut you up again botox silicone bad luck you're still alone
superficial artificial you're just a piece of meat yeah get your pussy on the dance floor
sound bites politicians u.f.o.s on the news think big
it's all one commercial break
white noise white trash everywhere i go it's all the same shit
white noise white trash everywhere i look it's all the same crap
you're empty take a pill
unhappy take a pill
you're hungry take a pill
too tired take a pill
can't sleep take a pill
braindead take a pill
can't fuck take a pill
or join the army
yeah yeah!

3. KILLING THE LAMBS

Heaven's in my hand nothing to pretend how i miss you
there's a part of me i don't wanna be got nothing left to lose
trying to forget that we ever met how i miss you
i'm a fake with blood on my hands
in a lonely space i'm in chains
i'm heading to the end alone now the shine in your eyes' gone
what the hell am i doing here
here with only myself to fear
i'm heading to the end alone now the shine in your eyes' gone
i'm sorry that i hurt you babe
but baby we're just who we are
now the shine in your eyes' gone
i'm beating like a heart of stone
heading to the end i just need your hand
help me baby
standing on the edge locking for a sign
of where i went wrong
demons in my veins here i am again without you baby
in the blur where we're going where everything turns to dust
i don't know i don't cave if it's real or not there
'cause in war i found peace and in you i found me
i suppose you're ok that you don't mind if i stay


sister don't cry for me i'm back with the wolves
howling with my friends my only brothers
running and burning and breathing the spirit of god has fallen upon us
lost in the silence breaking down heaven's door we're killing the lambs
we're tearing down heaven's door
we're killing the lambs
we're breaking down heaven's door
we're killing the lambs.

4. YELLOW TRICYCLE

Where i'm going where i'm from on my yellow tricycle
the nights i've been looking for
for a way back home
the things i am going through the fear just to talk to you
the friends i don't understand
and you like a nail in my hand
you dont know the lies that i took for truth
the days running after you
my heart that is beating fast
if only the moment could last
the night that i spent with you you don't remember do you
the pain that'll never end'cause you're like a nail in my hand
you don't know for you i'll make it all blue
my yellow tricycle with your two broken wheels
around and round and round
my yellow tricycle you make the world all blue
your voice in my head under the bed
i know they're waiting for me
out of the window maybe i'll jump
and you will rescue me maybe
my only friend my only
maybe you will rescue me.

5. YOUR LEATHER JACKET

In your leather jacket my cigarette will make a hole
i'll end up in the ashtray blown into ashes by your love
my girl she says
that everything's gonna be fine that everything's gonna be alright
she's off her head
to treat me like a piece of crap and tell me it's gonna be all right
i'll stay with you
baby i'll stick around with the ashes and the trash
i'll stay with you i won't let go
she says she wants to be mine
and she sleeps around that's her way of unwinding
when i'm wasted lying on the ground
she'll just send me another drink
she says it's not a crime
in your leather jacket my cigarette will make a hole
i'll end up in the ashtray blown into ashes by your love
my girl she says
that everything's gonna be fine that everything's gonna be alright
she's off her head
to treat me like a piece of crap and tell me it's gonna be all right
i'll stay with you
baby i'll stick around with the ashes and the trash
i'll stay with you
i won't let go.

6. NUMB

I am you you are me i want you you to suffer
you're so sad so fucking mad that's too bad it's all you're good for
i am blind but nevermind in decline in denial
i want love i want love i want love
want it in me
acid rain streaks of pain in your face take it slowly
follow the swine swallow the brine be unkind it's all you're good for
oh my love come back to me
i want you you don't want me i need you come on Gloser
i'm so sad so fucking mad it's too bad it's all i'm up for
you are blind but nevermind you're divine don't murder me
oh my love i want love oh my love
i need it in me
oh my love i want love oh my love
come back to me
the world's a ball of dust and i'm the one who's spinning
and only love can
save me if you don't want me to drag you right now
in the muck in the mire you will see your inner lies

i am dumb
i am ugly
i am numb
i am twisted
i am wicked
i am hollow
i'm a swine nevermind
i am bad
i am scary
you get hurt
am i sorry
i am bored
i am easy
i'll soon be dead and i don't mind.

7. GHOST DOWNTOWN

Take me where i was when i first met you
lost myself today like i used to do
baby stop the car drop me off
along the way i'll find my way
home under the bridge with my illegal friend
angels by my side there's no need to stand
i know i can shout tell me you can hear
when you closed the door baby i just wanted more
hanging with the ghosts downtown
heaven's where i wanna be
coast is far away fire on the raft
i'm grabbing what i can memories of you
i know i can shout tell me you can hear
when you closed the door i just wanted more
i am floating away hanging with the ghosts downtown like a splinter in my soul
heaven's where i wanna be
you dont know how sick i feel
just like a dog left in the rain
hanging around with the ghosts downtown
heaven's where i wanna be and i wish you were out of me.

8. A LOVERS PRAYER

I'll be the heat when you're cold
i'll be the star in the night
i'll be the peace when you get mad
i'll be the river when your soul runs dry
i'll be the colours when you're black and white
i'll be the ocean when you need to stray
i'll be the reason that you wanna stay
i'll be the music when you wanna dance
when there's no hope i'll be your last chance
i'll be the smile when you're sad
i'll be the peace when you get mad.

9. IT IS OK ?

Is it ok baby
is it what you wanted
to wipe your hurt away
take your make-up off
for a minute
will you show me who you are
will you
don't be scared of me babe show me who you are
i will keep the cold away so don't close yourself down
it's ok
baby
questions in your eyes
tell me more than tears
in this barren land
i'm holding on to you.

10. PILL FOR THE RIDE

Heart drowning i'm not crying
messing around in the backyard
just trying to find out who i am
lost byways nobody like you said ever missed me
see faces and places and
i miss you sometimes
and all the people
and all the crap
you are nothing more than names on a map so far
your pretty garden your painted house
i hoped you'd be happy more than your dog would be
heart drowning suffocating your face reminds me
i am still breathing and losing the rest of who i am
sometimes i feel like ending
the dirty game we keep playing
let's take a walk to the other side
let's take a long walk
and a pill for the ride
how can you die when you're already dead
where can you go there's nothing much ahead
i'm bleeding and i know i won't stop
until i find the place
the place where i can drop.

11. COLD HEART

Faceless nameless what were you thinking of
your head hanging low in the city of angels like a moth in box
walking barefoot
you lost like a living deadman you stalk the empty streets your dirty clothes in shreds
sickened by your lust it's all the same to you
dust to dust no one to blame
cause we are all the same
we're all losing the game you can
suffer sure you can to see if you still feel
yeah you can hurt yourself
you can laugh you can cry
carry a cross but it won't make you a man
little boy ride away dont stare at me that way
i'm reaching for a hand
now the flames are closing in
i dont know who i am
but i can see through you

you can suffer
sure you can to see if you still feel
yeah you can hurt yourself
you can laugh
you can cry
carry a cross
but it won't make you a man.

12. HELICOPTERS

I don't know for sure
you look like an angel
is it such a crime
just pack up your things
babe before the city lights up
before they find us
before they find out
that we've crossed the line
is it such a crime
the hell with them all yeah
the hell with them all
they won't leave us alone
they won't leave us alone
i wish we could die with you in my arms
and me in your arms and then...
helicopters all over the sky tracking us
fire in the sky fire in the sky
holding your hand we got no choice but run away
tears in our hearts
tears in our hearts.

I follow you again

We are now on the roof of the empire
look how the sun shines
how the sun shines
this is the final breath
this is the final cut
time to crash land
time to crash land
falling to a higher ground elevating
from the clouds buildings wheeling around your face is so peaceful
now this is the final breath
this is the final breath
all we have to do is
follow the light
follow the light
falling to a higher ground elevating
from the clouds
i wish
i wish we could die.