1. MIND'S EYE

And if you could see me
The way that I am
Every time that I see you
I act like a different man

[Chorus]

I can see from my mind's eye
I make up senarios in my head
I remember the things I did
I know I fucked up and I wish I was dead

What is it that scares me
What do I care what you think
Cause you only hurt me
And with your words I shrink

[Chorus]

If I could own you
You'd do what I'd say
You'd listen to me
You would
You'd do what I'd say
You'd fuckin' listen

And then when you call me
You act like nothing's wrong
Like I'm in a desert
What makes you so strong

[Chorus] (x2)


2. STAY

Well if I'm sorry
Does that mean I have to change
'Cuz change does scare me
I'd like to know how I would feel

And if you'll have me
I won't leave or make you hurt
'Cuz I need you
And I hope you'll let me

Stay - ay - ay
For today
You'll let me stay - ay - ay
For today

So when I see you
Please understand the way I think
Your smile it heals me
I never want to go away

Believe I love you
No matter how selfish I get
I know you'll help me
The way I feel I won't forget

You'll let me stay
You'll let me stay - ay - ay
For today

I feel cold sometimes
I turn my faith to fear
I seem so lost sometimes
Can you find it ?
Can you find it ?

And if I'm sorry
Does that mean I have to change
'Cuz change does scare me
I'd like to know how I would feel

And if you'll have me
I won't leave or make you hurt
'Cuz I need you
And I hope you'll let me

Stay - ay - ay
For today
You'll let me stay - ay - ay
For today
You'll let me stay - ay - ay
For today
You'll let me stay - ay - ay
For today


3. HERE IN YOUR BEDROOM

Here in your bedroom,
I can turn my head off
The less that I feel
Is the less that I'm on top

I wonder what you think
As we lay here in bed
I don't know what I'm thinking,
But that's better for my head

When I wake up tomorrow
Will you still feel the same ?
When I wake up tomorrow
Will you have changed ?

[Chorus]

'Cuz I still feel the same
'Cuz I still feel the same
I, I still feel the same

Here in your bedroom
I can turn my head off
The less that I feel
Is the less that I'm on top

I wonder what you think
As we lay here in bed
I don't know what I'm thinking,
But that's better for my head

When I wake up tomorrow
Will you still feel the same ?
When I wake up tomorrow
Will you have changed?

[Chorus]

Here we go !

Here in your bedroom,
I feel safe from the outside.
I can tell that you're changing,
But still I feel so high.

I wonder what you think.
Sometimes I feel so old.
I don't know if it's worth it
When I just do what I'm told.

When I wake up tomorrow,
Will you still feel the same ?
When I wake up tomorrow,
Will you have changed?

[Chorus]

I, I still feel the same
I, I still feel the same
Won't you ?


4. ONLY A DAY

As I look out outside
I can see the rain about to start
The air is damp but warm
And I remember how you used to feel

And I see your face
My cold reflection scares me at this hour
How I wish I could sleep
If only I could slow my mind a bit

[Chorus]

Then when I see you I forget the pain
And melt away with you
Only a day is passed and
I can't help but feel that I've lost you

Your room confines my thought
And then my worries drift when I'm with you
But I don't want to live
I never know just when we'll meet again

[Chorus]

What is it that feeds this
Haven't I had enough of this today
I really don't need this
Haven't I had enough of this today

Then I sit at home
My walls reflect how my life is so bleak
And I feel so alone
I break down and call you 'cuz I'm weak

If I can see what you are
If I could blow away my clouded sight
Realize you made me a fool
If I mean nothing what else can I say

[Chorus]

I've lost you (x2)


5. KING FOR A DAY

Runnin' twice as fast, I see,
You're getting sick again.
You're runnin' faster all the time.

If I could take it away
You know I would

[Chorus]

Makin' plans to rule the world
Oh - Woa - Oh
Spread yourself way too thin.
You're wishing that you were king
It's killing you.
Denying that you're just a man
Oh - Woa - Oh
Makes you tire out.
You're always runnin.'

And if I write this song to you,
Would you listen up ?
'Cuz this is your life, it's not mine.

If I could take it away
You know I would

[Chorus]

Makin' plans to rule the world
Oh - Woa - Oh
Spread yourself way too thin.
You're wishing that you were king
It's killing you.

Runnin' twice as fast, I see,
You're getting sick again.
You're runnin' faster all the time.

If I could take it away
You know I would

[Chorus] (x2)


6. ANXIETY

So you've be thinkin' about it
You think that you've got the answer now
And you've been praying about it
You've asked him to remove your fear
Right now

So you analyze it
You think you have control
Then you realize
It's time that you let go

[Chorus]

It's not your time, yeah.
Feel it all and know
It's not your time, yeah.
Feel it all and know that this will pass.

So you can cry about it.
The tears can help you heal inside.
I know you lost your mind now,
And you just tell yourself to hide.

So you analyze it,
You think you have control.
Then you realize
It's time that you let go.

[Chorus]

Feel it all and know
It's not your time, yeah.
Feel it all and know that this will pass.

[Chorus] (x2)

It's not your time, yeah.
Feel it all and know
It's not your time, yeah.
Feel it all and know that this will pass.
Yeah, yeah.
Know it's not your time.
Know it's not your time, yeah, yeah.


7. ANSWERS

I searched for a cause
I climbed the highest mountain
I walked to the top
I stopped and then looked down

But when I stop the search
The answers always come
And when I help someone
I always help myself by helping

[Chorus]

You tell me where your skeleton's hiding
Tell me all and I'll tell you
You think you have a real good fucking answer
A fucking answer I'll give you

I look toward the girls
And there I found no truth
I looked outside myself
It seemed I lost the good

But when I turn my eyes
Out from my own head
That's when I realize
That I see what I'm really selling

[Chorus]


8. ANYTHING

After all this time you're still asking questions
You love to fill me up with emptyness
I'm a martyr in search of a party
I'm a lover in search of a quest

[Chorus]

I can see that you don't want anything
I can see sometimes you don't want me
Just love me the times that I need you
I can say then that I am still free

Free-e-e-e-e-e-e

So you run I walk to the ocean
The water it breaks hard against the stone
The silouette of you in the moonlight
Sends chills dancing right to my heart

[Chorus] (x2)


9. MABLE

I met her Sunday, that was yesterday
The girl I knew from 1990
Her eyes are hazel, her name is Mable
I kissed her once and now I'm able to

Walk a mile, crack a smile
She makes me want to kiss all the

[Chorus]

Babies, hug the puppy dogs
She makes me feel like a mom
Smell the flowers and plant a tree
I gotta say that Mable -- She's the bomb

Now it's Monday, better than Sunday
Mable told me that she would stay
Her curly hair shines in her eyes
Boy that Mable sure is fine

I'm with her now until I die
She makes me want to kiss all the

[Chorus]

Then on Tuesday, Mable left me
I heard she's goin' out with Charlie
She saw his package from what I know she said :
"That looks like a tube of cookie dough!"

Mine, she said then, looks like a small
pencil with broken lead

Rabies got the puppy dogs
and now I really need my mom
I bought her flowers, so woe is me
It sucks I still think Mable -- she's the bomb

Rabies got the puppy dogs
so now I really need my mom
I bought her flowers, so woe is me
It sucks I still think Mable -- she's the bomb


10. THE CITY WITH TWO FACES

I tried once to be civil
But I just got put on hold
I'm sick of hearing complaints
The espresso is too cold
You act like you're a friend
But then you talk 'bout how we suck
Just save it for your dildo
That's the only thing you'll fuck

[Chorus]

If I was smart I'd run fast
Out of this town
Sometimes I want to shout and scream
Fuck L.A.

Traded your Doc Martens
In exchange for cowboy boots
You're asking who's Keith Morris
Yeah you're punk rock
Where's your roots
You're a rocker you're a biker
You're punk rock now you skate
Last year it was Zeppelin
Now it's Bad Brains
You're a fake

[Chorus] (x2)

Fuck L.A.
Fuck L.A.
Fuck L.A.
Fuck it


11. MY GIRLFRIEND'S SHOWER SUCKS

The temperature changes
It chills me to the bone
It makes me wish that I was
cleaning myself at home

It makes me grumpy and
sometimes I lose hope
The water's hard, so I can
never rinse the soap

and it's got no pressure
The water dribbles down on me
and it's got no pressure
It's like the shower's going pee


12. MILES AWAY

How deep is your love ?
How deep is the ocean ?
How deep is the sea ?
and how deep is my love ?

How deep is your love ?
How deep is the ocean ?
How deep is the sea ?
and how deep is my love ?

[Chorus]

It's miles away
Miles away
Miles away
Yeah miles away

How much do you want ?
And how far can I take you ?
How bad does this hurt ?
How much do I want you ?

How blind can I be ?
So when can I see you ?
Will it ever be ?
And how deep is my love ?

[Chorus] (x2)

Let's go

[Chorus]


13. NOTHING TO PROVE

Fly off the handle once again and now it's too late
I hear the door slam shut you've gone and now it's so late
I can still feel the sting your hand across my face
Again the last thing that I wanted was to hurt you

[Chorus]

Still I'm sitting alone again
I feel I'm riding the same thing again
And if I want to I can just shut up
Now I know that I've got

Nothing to prove to you
Nothing to prove to you
Nothing to prove to you
Nothing to prove to you
And still I'm fighting 'cuz there's
Something to prove to

I hear your car drive in the lot it's 3 this morning
I don't know how to feel or what to say or should I ask
Where have you been what could I do you're drunk I'm sorry
Then we lay down I feel so numb I wish you'd kill me

Fly off the handle once again and now it's too late
I hear the door slam shut you've gone and now it's so late
I can still feel the sting your hand across my face
Again the last thing that I wanted was to hurt you

[Chorus]


14. PICTURES

Here I am and I found you
I thought I'd never be here
I told myself so many times
I have to let you go

But here I am and you're not
Here I am alone

[Chorus]

All I want
is a picture for me to look at
All I need
for me to look at you when you're not there

I'm lost again and I found you
and I'm so glad you're here
I can't believe I deserve you
I thought I'd let you know

That here I am and you're not
Here I am alone

[Chorus] (x3)


15. DARRIN'S PHONE CALL

(Instrumental)


16. FUCK YOU AND YOUR CAT

Oooh...
Oooh...
Oooh...
Oooh...

The night is chilly as the stars above
The things you said that day made me feel loved
To smell your hair and feel you in my arms
How I trusted you and let myself go

Now...
Its...
Gone
Away
So long, so long

The pictures in my head of what could never be
You cut me off, you let me down, you lied to me
I take you out, I rub you down, I sell you shoes
So fuck your trust, your perfume, and your mother too

Where's my T-Shirt ?
Where's my money ?
Fuck you and your cat