1. EXCESS

The Unacceptable revelation
Every attempt at searching for the truth.
This is the story of a soul.
Don't want to be misunderstood by you.
I don't want to be misunderstood

How exciting is debauchery?
Depravity as a point of view?
Are these questions universal?
I don't want to be misunderstood by you.
I don't want to be misunderstood.

Cause I wanted to realize my fate.
And I had to cope with evil too.
No I wasn't disappointed.
I don't want to be misunderstood by you.
I don't want to be misunderstood.

This is my choice.
I don't have to make any choice.
I don't have to make any choice.
I don't have to make any decision at all
And ever!

Beyond good, beyond evil.
Beyond a lie, beyond the truth.
Do you think it's a kind of freedom?
I don't want to be misunderstood by you.
I don't want to be misunderstood.

This is your choice.
You don't have to make any choice.
You don't have to make any choice.
You don't have to make any decision at all
And ever!

This is the story of the discovery of freedom.
This is the story of unusual excess.
You'll have to give me your attention to find the wisdom.
If you really want to find some kind of sense.


2. TRANSFUSION

Transfusion; energetic noise,
Transfusion; imagination.

Transmission of concentrated sound.
Decision - accelerate the pace!
Stimulation – no fucking around!
Consolidation with the universe.

Cooperation; gaining consciousness.
Activation - mental liberation.
Expectation - time to believe in myself.
Diagnosis – satisfaction!

I really want, indeed I try
I really know, I realize now
I have to play to the final breath.
‘Cause wasted life causes wasted death.

You're allowed to fuck all good advice!
But you'll not get this opportunity twice.
So, you should play to the final breath
‘Cause wasted life causes wasted death.

The Impression of drowning in power.
Infiltration of every new conception.
Suggestion - sucking out of planets.
Explosion of perception.

Determination the supernova's power.
Demonstration the amazing freedom.
Exploitation - the electrical fire.
Transfusion of the noise.

I really want, indeed I try
I really know, I realize, now
I have to play to the final breath.
‘Cause wasted life causes wasted death.

You're allowed to fuck all good advice!
But you'll not get this opportunity twice.
So, you should play to the final breath
Cause wasted life causes wasted death.

Transfusion of the noise.


3. POISONOUS PLANTS

She captivated
Burning up within me:
“Fiery water” distilled from barley grains.

A handful of Mexican leaves
And I had run out of breath,
This state in resemblance to a dream.

I know a lot of them
I know a lot of these plants
Which are doping the head
Which are stealing time.
But still none of them,
Could compare to you,
Could dazzle me,
And take away my guilt.

Meadows at the end of summer
I squeezed the oily, seasonal evil
straight from them.

Beautiful,
Unbearable strength
In which the darkness
Is bursting through me.

I know a lot of them
I know a lot of these plants
Which are doping the head
Which are stealing time.
But still none of them,
Could compare to you,
Could dazzle me,
And take away all these sins.

Again and again on the fragile wave of my time
I'm flying so high and then
I fall down to the ground.
And then onwards with my hands full of poisonous plants.
Everything I had was so easily lost.
If only for moment - I lost my self-confidence,
If only for a moment - I lost my will to go on,
Would you be able to give me another chance?
Would you be able again to rescue my soul?
Always silent and narrow
Streets in the valley of shadows.
If you don't help me again,
I'll never get out from here.
So, would you give me the chance?

If you don't help me again,
I'll never get out from here.

Let me go back safe.


4. CONFUSION

Maybe I will never be a perfect man.
Maybe I will never say a clever thing.
Maybe I will never fall in love again.
Maybe I'll never have a strong will.

There has never been such confusion.
I have never felt so exhausted.
Though I didn't believe the illusion,
Now I see I'm living inside a dream.

If I had a fantastic body.
If I were an ideal product.
If I managed to finish college.
Maybe then I would be successful.

Fate was never so tricky with me.
Aims were never so pointless as now.
Days were never so sad and so sweet.
Now! I feel desire of being.

Every opposition,
Every contradiction
They could never kill me,
But strengthened me forever.

I am strong enough, Now!

I am strong enough, Now!


5. TBTR (TURN BACK THE RIVER)

Is this your promised land?
Is this what you really want?
Is this your fucking way?
Is this your life or not?

Do you really believe in god?
Do you really believe in men?
Did you ever really fall in love?
Do you really understand the sense?

Can you feel the rhythm of your heart?
Can you hear what I'm singing now?

I've got my credit card,
I've got my TV-set,
I know the paths of stars
But I don't know myself.

We live in wasted land
We live in empty rooms
There are the broken monuments
There are a thousand stupid books

Can you feel the rhythm of your heart?
Can you hear what I'm singing now?

In our foggy towns
We are the shadows of being
Our silly heads in clouds
Our thoughts like smoke from chimneys.

Can you feel the rhythm of your heart?
Can you hear what I'm singing now?

The power of freedom
The power of spaces
Is making me stronger
I'm living the wrong way.
The power of spaces
The power of freedom
Is making me stronger
I can turn back the river.

Rhythm!
Feel the rhythm!
Feel the rhythm!
River...
Back the river!
Back the river!

In the name of the father,
In the name of his only son,
In the name of my fucking, little dirty life,
I wanna try to forget
The stupid things I've done
I wanna have one more try...
I wanna have one more try...
I wanna have...

Turn back the river!
Turn back the river!

Rhythm!
Feel the rhythm!
Feel the rhythm!
River...
Back the river!
Back the river!


6. STRUGGLE

The struggle on the earth and in the sky.
The Struggle of mine, my sacrifice.
I never give up and I try to fight
For the faith in the rescue.

I'm struggling getting out of bed,
My dance on the scene of incidents.
I never give up and I try to fight
for the faith in the rescue.

This place is lost in the emptiness
It's a sleepy space of infirmity.
I never give up and I try to fight
For the right to the struggle.

I hear the angry murmurs all around
Of sad and salty evenings with no hope.
I never give up and I try to fight
for the faith in the rescue of my soul.

If you don't use your lazy brain every day,
It leaves the struggle and it's dying away,
Once I was told that it'll be this way:
"In toil you'll struggle all your days till the end”

Struggle against the struggle, again
And the time is running out to the end.
I never give up and I try to fight
For the faith in the rescue.

The struggle and rage against the law,
For establishing another norm.
I never give up and try to fight
For the right to the struggle.

Here is the space of the chronic silence,
And life is slipping out of my hands,
I never give up and I try to fight
For the faith in the rescue.

I feel sorrow for all that I couldn't tame.
I feel sorrow for all these missing days.
I never give up and I try to fight
For the faith in the rescue of my soul.

If you don't use your lazy brain every day,
It leaves the struggle and it's dying away.
Once I was told that it'll be this way.
"In toil you'll struggle all your days till the end"


7. AFTERNOONS IN THE COLOUR OF LEMON

In the night-time electric brightness over the city.
My intuition, impending fatality.
They won't sleep till dawn, full of conflicting emotions.
Drunken street lamps whisper their songs of devotion.

I'd been wasting time in this urban construction
Before I changed my life, before I turned from destruction.
Now I've found you, my only reason and aim which I keep to.
There will be no more fears of toxic “I love yous.”

If I could understand
How essential you are
I would ask in a prayer,
If I knew who to ask
For our precious time.

Every morning, yellow and happy, breathing so easily.
I'm not worried, days go by lightly and you are so pretty.
I'm not afraid of cosmic black holes and the threat of eternity
Now I'm sure indeed that only love has a meaning.

If I could understand
How essential you are
I would ask in a prayer,
If I knew who to ask
For our precious time.

Afternoons in the colour of yellow.
Afternoons in the colour of yellow.

The sun through and through penetrates into my head.
You are so pretty and life is so sweet and it's yellow,
Light is yellow.

The sun through and through penetrates into my head.
Every day, every morning is sweet and it's yellow,
Life is yellow.


8. WITNESSES OF THE DECLINE OF THE ETERNAL BOYS LAND

Oh my brother
Will you get it,
What I feel
And what I want to share with you?
The great extinction of
Our kind, it comes.
I feel like we were already fossilized.

We are like blue birds,
Of dreams unlimited
But now all is dying
It's seems such a pitiful shame.

Later...
When the dreams won't be needed.
Later...
When the treacherous science will captivate us.
Later...
We will stop being pretty
Later...
But now let us bless this escaping time.

Witnesses of the decline
Of the eternal boys land.
Oh! Everything that
Will come after our time,
It'll be really good
And really fucking sad.

There's no chance at all,
For the wreckless souls.
The happy kingdom is brought to ruin.
Try to thinks of it
That the end is near,
Try to think that the end is the end for thee!

Artists are just little strumpets
They try to seduce you
Desire your money
I know, I am one of them.
No one will miss a little strumpet
You use her, you squeeze her
You buy her and fuck her
And then you just throw it away.

Later...
When the dreams won't be needed.
Later...
When the treacherous science will captivate us.
Later...
We will stop being pretty
Later...
But now let us bless this escaping time

Witnesses of the decline
Of the eternal boys land.
Oh! Everything that
Will come after our time,
It'll be really good
And really fucking sad.


9. SILENCE AND FIRE

I am stuck in the place beyond a time.
Lights melting gently in my head.
Somehow all sadness passed away.
I'm afraid this moment passes by.

Far from the maddening of crowds
We give in to the impact of the night.
Maybe we're only hypnotized.
Let's sing the glory of this time.

The world hid itself deep in the mist
Trying to find some strength and a breath.
When we'll get up from the dream to live,
There will be grief, there will be fear.

Far from the maddening of crowds
We give in to the impact of the night.
Maybe we're only hypnotized.
Let's sing the glory of this time.

Before the scream will fill these dreams.
Before the noise drowns out my singing.
Try to feel silence and fire,
Try to save this moment of silence.

Oh we can believe it,
Oh we have to believe that
This is the moment
Enjoy this time!
Oh I can believe it,
Oh I have to try,
This single moment,
The only time when...

Silence
Silence and fire
They call me
They make me desire.

Silence and fire
Everlasting desire in me.


10. ECKHART

The time of these recent evenings in the summer,
For a very long time we haven't been talking to each other.
If you want to see
Effects of your own creative power.
Then come along with me, I'll try to remind you
There's no hurry.

Probably colors, shapes and sounds and tastes,
Probably scents of sultry August days,
Probably the general motions of this life.
It's the right intention.
Probably faith that the other world exists
Probably eternal and even I can see
The only way to be there if I need,
It's the right intention.

Look excessive abundance of creation.
Invaluable life an unjustified cosmic aberration.

Even if there's only
Mud and dirty, dusty wind
Blowing all around me
Even if the god is dead,
Every part of me
Is waiting on your absolution.

The time when I'll have to leave my life behind me,
Don't let it come now. Oh! I haven't finished yet
My story.

Only just sixteen year old naughty girls.
Only just Polish vodka's acrid taste.
Only just magnificently wasted years.
I got to love it.
Only the truth that I live life until the end.
Only once and I'll never go back again.
Only these voices heard will disappear.
And never come back again.

Even if there's only
Mud and dirty, dusty wind
Blowing all round me
Even if the god is dead,
Every part of me
Is waiting on your absolution.

Maybe there won't be happy endings,
But now when I can breathe, when I can still feel the wind...
Maybe you don't have to explain to me,
Just let me be in wonder in this concept of things.
Maybe though shadows look unfriendly,
Though shadows are much longer than they ought to appear,
Maybe don't have to be afraid of it,
I don't have to be afraid of this unavoidable trip.


11. FTP (FUCK THE POLICE) (BONUS TRACK)

This is my love song for you baby
This is my love song

Fuck the Police
Fuck the Police
Fuck the Police
Fuck the Police
Fuck the Police
Fuck the Police

You're never gonna catch us
You're never gonna find
We're never gonna give up
We're never gonna stop

Fuck the Police
Fuck the Police
Fuck the Police
Fuck the Police
Fuck the Police
Fuck the Police

Revolution – my solution,
I just wanna kill you!
Revolution – execution,
I just wanna fight!

And now it's time to say,
My baby,
O this is time to say:
I love U so!
And even if you think
I'm going crazy,
It's time for You and Me
To fuck the law!

1, 2, 3, 4...

Fuck the Police
Fuck the Police
Fuck the Police
Fuck the Police
Fuck the Police
Fuck the Police


12. FTMO (FEEL THE MUSIC'S OVER) (BONUS TRACK)

Hey! My baby.
I wanna tell you one thing
And it's sad.
Hey! My darling.
You gotta listen to me
To understand.
Hey! My pretty lover,
I have betrayed
what you protected from shame.
Hey! My little baby.
I hear the music
As it's crying in me.
Such a shame.
Not again.

Every choice was easier in the past,
And every madness simply justified.
Now I feel that something is breaking me down
How can I turn back these unbearable times.
So I'm fighting, praying to God for nothing,
Trying to find the answer, trying to cope.
Secret baby, I have to tell you indeed;
I hear the music as it's crying in me.

I feel the music's over
You gotta listen to me
To understand.
I feel the music's over
I know this music is
Your love for me.

Hey! My baby.
I wanna tell you one thing
And it's true.
Hey! My darling.
You gotta listen to me
I've understood.
Hey! My little lover
I have to say I'm sorry
For all these fucking blues.
Hey! My little baby
Won't you believe me?
Won't you ever forgive me?
Why don't you?

I feel the music's over
You gotta listen to me
To understand.
I feel the music's over
I know this music is
Your love for me.
I feel the music's over
I feel the music's over
You gotta listen to me
To understand.