Dead End : Suicide Notes
Lyrics
1. AUTOPHOBIA
Whatever you say (x2) babe
Whatever you say...
You're wrong
It's not your fault (x2) you know
I'm always fucking down
Oh baby please
Don't blame it on me
Don't be so sad (x2) yeah babe
I don't wanna see you cry
It's on you now (x2) you know
(You) don't need to say goodbye.
2. THE CHEATER
You said
You're tired of me
You're sick of me
I know
It's all my fault
I failed in my duty
[Chorus]
But you can't leave me now (leave me now)
No you can't leave me now (leave me now)
No you can't leave me now (leave me now)
Oh no...
No you can't leave me now (leave me now)
No you can't leave me now (leave me now)
Gimme one chance to fix my mistakes
Oh baby, I swear I'm gonna change
All right !
Don't cry
Just let me explain
No I'll never do it again
I'll do
Anything for you
I wanna please you
[Chorus] (x2)
3. SHOUT
Right now, I think I am going to explode !
I don't believe in myself
I can't believe in anyone.
Sometimes, It feels like I'm gonna drown
Oh I'm so sick of this. I'm so down !
[Chorus]
It makes me want to shout
Oh can't you hear me shout
It makes me want to shout
Oh can't you hear me shout
It makes me wanna...
I'm in this house under lock and key for months now
I'm still living in pain
And you kick me while I'm down.
Sometimes, It feels like i'm gonna drown
Oh I'm so sick of this. I'm so down !
[Chorus]
Sometimes, It feels like i'm gonna drown
Oh I'm so sick of this. I'm so down !
[Chorus]
Shout !!!
4. BRING US SOLUTIONS
You don't know what to do
You have nothing to say
How does the system work ?
You don't have a fucking clue
[Chorus]
Bring us solutions not problems
Bring us solutions !!! (x2)
Bring us solutions not problems
This won't help anyone
Unfulfilled promises
People feel so betrayed..
What a big waste of time
Well you can go fuck yourself
[Chorus] (x2)
We need a revolution !!!
5. STRANGE DAY
I’m in a jail
I gotta break my chains
I'm in the mess
You got me for now
I wanna yell
Strange day, strange day
Strange day, strange day
Strange day, strange day
This is a strange day, strange day
I keep falling down
(I'm) Like a king without a crown
Stuck in the sand
Come on ! Dig me out... now...
I wanna yell
Strange day, strange day
Strange day, strange day
Strange day, strange day
This is a strange day, strange day
Strange day, strange day
Strange day, strange day
Strange day, strange day
This is a strange day, strange day
6. LOVE IS PAIN
You never try to understand
What the message can be
Needing a lot... a lot of attention
No one is here to see
[Chorus]
Someone's gonna pay
Yeah it's always me
Since I met you
My life is a Dead End
Oh babe can't you see
I feel like
we're better off as friends
No more suffering
[Chorus]
I wanna be at peace again
It's hard to bear, it's hard to bear...
I 'm dealing with this everyday
I know... sometimes love is pain
Don't wanna be your punching bag
I'm not your slave, i'm not slave...
Why can't you see ? All this shit is...
Destroying me...
Destroying me...
Destroying... me...
[Chorus]
7. N.O.V.A.
Since you were born
You filled my heart
With joy & lovely dreams
When you're away
I miss you so bad
I'll never be the same
And I know
No matter what you choose to do
You should know
I will always be proud of you
When you're away
I miss you so bad
I'll never be the same
Since you were born
You filled my heart
With joy & lovely dreams
And I know
No matter what you choose to do
You should know
I will always be proud of you
And I know
No matter what you choose to be
You should know
You'll always be my "p'tit Youyou"
8. POLITICAL SHITS
I try to understand...
How these political shits make the world go round
Mediocracy is at its best...
Welcome my friend to the worst planet ever
You do not care / They don't care (x3)
You do not care / No they don't
Hypocrisy is all around...
They blame their own people & let their country down
Save my time, go fuck yourself !
Sorry i'm not deaf, I'm just ignoring you !
You do not care / They don't care (x3)
You do not care / No They don't
(Repeat x2)
You do not care / They don't care (x3)
You do not care / No They don't
9. WHO AM I
I use to feel so many emotions but I think I can’t show them
Sometimes I feel helpless and lost
So I wonder who I am
I used to be no one
So alone
Nobody cares about myself
No love to share, no hand to hold
Oh fuck I'm sure I'll die alone
I wanna be someone who would never be forgotten
I'm sorry if one day I give up
With my six gun... and death...
[Chorus #1]
Tell me who I am
Tell me what I am
Tell me who I am
Tell me what I am
Sometimes I feel helpless and lost
So I wonder who I am
I use to feel so many emotions but I think I can’t show them
I used to be no one
I'm so alone
Nobody cares about myself
No love to share, no hand to hold
Oh fuck I'm sure I'll die alone
I wanted to be someone who would never be forgotten
I'm sorry if one day I give up
With my six gun... and death...
[Chorus #1]
I used to be no one
(I'm) so alone
Nobody cares about myself
No love to share, no hands to hold
Oh fuck I'm sure I'll die alone
[Chorus #2]
Tell me who I am
Tell me what I am
Tell me who I am
Tell me what I am
Tell me why I feel so alone again
Tell me why I am not like you, oh !
Tell me who I am
Tell me what I am
10. OI BOY !
Are you gonna stop your lamentations ?
You have to pull it together right now, you know
You need to fight for life - Oi Oi Oi !
At least you'll have tried
It's time to take it easy, buddy
You're not on your own
I don't wanna see you cry tonight
You have to pull it together right now, you know...
You need to fight for life - Oi Oi Oi !
At least you'll have tried
It's time to take it easy, buddy...
You're not on your own
Fight for your dreams, yeah ! (x2)
Fight for your life...
Fight for your dreams, yeah ! (x2)
Fight for your life...
Oi Oi Oi !
Oi Oi Oi !
Oi !!!
Are you gonna start living your life ?
You have to pull it together right now, you know...
You need to fight for life - Oi Oi Oi !
At least you'll have tried
It's time to take it easy, buddy...
You're not on your own (x3) - Oi !
11. LOSER
I'm a negative creep
Losing (all) control of myself
Things don’t go the way
I would like them to...
[Chorus]
Baby, I try so hard but I always... (x2)
(always x3) Fail !
So tired of thinking
Fear of being harmed
A feeling of imminent death
I'm short of breath
[Chorus]
Clap Part
I'm so fucking down (x4)
Isolated in the dark
Shivering like a child
Antisocial anxiety
Oh... I'm so fucking down
[Chorus]
12. MEDIOCRACY
I hate the world we're living in
I hate the world fuck politics
I hate the world no new ideas
I hate the world one-track thinking
I hate the world !!!
Mediocracy... (x2)
I hate the world (of) brainwashed society
I hate the world (of) mu$ic industry
I hate the world (of) reality TV
I hate the world It's all fucked up !
I hate the world !!!
Mediocracy... (x2)
I hate the world !!!
Mediocracy... (x2)
I hate the world war 3 that's coming
I hate the world you know what I mean
I hate the world (I am) not pessimistic
I hate the world (I am) so realistic
I hate the world !!!
Mediocracy... (x4)
13. DEGENERATION
I don't want you
I don't need you
I'm doing well
Alway, always
I'm still a young man
with emotions
My dying breath ?
No way, no way
[Chorus #1]
Degeneration (x4)
Com'on !!! I want to fuck it up
I don't want you
I don't need you
I just told you
Everything is under control
You don't care of what i'm feeling
Don't fuck with...
My brain... My brain
[Chorus]
I don't want you
I don't need you
I fear you
I hate you...
Degeneration
Degeneration
I want to fuck it up !
[Chorus #2] (x2)
Degeneration (x4)
I want to fuck it up!!!
14. FOREVER MISSED
Oh baby I love you so
You're now so far away from me
I love you
I need you...
I feel lost and alone
You meant everything to me
I love you
I need you
I do...
Part 1 :
What can I do ? I want you to come back ?
Why do you have to leave me ? It's so sudden...
I just want to be with you
Now, you're buried in a holly ground
All my world is crashing down
I feel lost and alone
You meant everything to me
I love you
I need you...
Oh baby I love you so
You're now so far away from me
I love you
I need you
I do...
Part 2 :
What can I do ? I want you to come back ?
Why do you have to leave me ? It's so sudden...
I just want to be with you
Now, you're buried in a holly ground
All my world is crashing down
Part 3 :
What can I do ? I want you to come back ?
Why do you have to leave me ? It's so sudden...
I just want to be with you
Now, you're buried in a holly ground
All my world is crashing down
15. SUICIDE NOTES
Empathy is not what I'm seing through your empty eyes
What the hell do you expect from me ? To be strong like you ?
I've always try to do my best, I've had enough !
So please don't blame it on me.
I'm the one who's sick (x2)
[Chorus]
Can't you feel my pain ?
I want to kill myself...
Can't you feel my pain ?
I just want to kill myself right now !
Empathy is not what I'm seing through your empty eyes
What the hell do you expect from me ? To be strong like you ?
I've always try to do my best, I've had enough !
So please don't blame it on me.
I'm the one who's sick
You're a piece of shit
[Chorus] (x2)
16. BLACK THOUGHTS
I used to be the one that love
The one that smile at anything
I've been broken for years, you know...
This isn't me... I hate myself
[Chorus]
Sometimes, I'm feeling like... I am low (x2)
Then I'm feeling high...
And I let myself fall into black thoughts... again
Lost and alone...
My hope is gone...
I'm not the man I used to be
I'm (so) tired of being in pain
I just wanna kill myself
[Chorus] (x2)
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