1. AMOK

I put so much faith into you
I trusted everybody except myself

Tales of your behaviour
Like paper in a book
You try to be my saviour
How come you can not see the truth?

I am-ok, if I am-ok, you see...

Don't se such a stranger -
I am-ok, but you're in danger!
I walked for years to get this far
I have to tell you once again...

You say my dreams have all turned grey
How ignorant of you to say!
You claim that you can feel my pain
Insane of you to stay!


2. VICTIMIZED - UPGRADE 02

And have you seen
Through the curtain of my life ?
Get down to the rescue -
For my shelter - mental incest

Archaic disciples
Offer their support
But who to fuck am I to dare to accept ?

So take your victimized lies
Take your generous disguise
Sceptic privilege of mine
To the conquest of an angel
To the defeat of a beast
Glued to senses
Attached to all I need

And continuous monologues of insanity
Blood in floods
Rushing - longing
Urging to believe

Give me strength
Give me idols
Give my dreams a rest
Reality accepted, .....or not.....?


3. EX-ILE - UPGRADE 03

Now sit - sucker - and beg for mercy
I saved your life a million times
Why serve if you can rule yourself
So sceptical of my existence
My mutation - gently gliding
Switched to normal
So desperate, so sincere like a child
O' I can't see my face in any mirrors
Fanatically I'm moving on... Into

Ex-ile exploited - Humiliation cost

Deceitful, disgustful,
But words can never change the facts
Distrustful, disrespectful
But fanatics never lose their trace

Your enemies surround your kingdom
Your disciples in defeat
Come home, we'll welcome you with laughter
And your longing turns concrete
Reject the courts decision
Sweat pearls gliding, as the judge regains the word
Put blame on your breath until it bursts apart
Or choose to vegetate... Into

Ex-ile exploited - Humiliation cost


4. BUTTERFLY: DANCE! - UPGRADE 02

Is this your true world definition?
You cannot help where your help is not wanted!
You cannot escape from your reality
Give me more of your salvation

Hello? ...are you listening to me?
Hello? ...why don't you speak a word to me?

I tried to see you in my future
I tried to find you in my past

Let me feel your recognition
I can taste the way you look
I guess it was the right decision!
My thoughts are my bible, that's by what I live

You live your life between these worlds
Color twists around your body
You and I got lost in rainbows
Our dreams were never made to last