1. PAIN

Mind confused and all my thoughts deranged
Think about, but there ain’t no solution
Tumblin’ shadows hanging over me
Will I find a start to make my dreams true?

Seems so easy but I’m doing hard
Any way I chose could be the wrong one
Faith has broken
Darkened every day...

Can’t you see you’ve got to take my pain away?

Take it all away
Take my pain away
Take it all away
Away...

One more try, but just another failure
Can’t you understand the things I’ve told you?
Nothing changes, all the same old stand
Seems the mind’s seduced
The nerves are blackened

Think I’ll never start another game
‘Cause the end of it will be the same one
No more reason for a second time

‘Cause there’s still no one to take my pain away

All so dark now, no way leads to dawn
Steppin’ round in circles
No way out here
One track minds around me, gazing eyes
Staring at me, but no chance to see me
Just can’t stand it...
Are they really human?
No ability to feel like I do
No more reason for a second time

‘Cause there’s still no one to take my pain away


2. SOMETHING

There’s something inside of me
That no one knows
Like a secret
Sometimes it dominates me
And I’m sinking
Back into obscurity
The secret tells me
That I’m never going to get older
Never ever lough with my friends
That I’m never going to get older
Never ever lough with my friends
Never be what I should
Oh, if only I deliver...

Don’t know if it is real
But when it touches mine I drown
No tears
No emotions
No looking back
Sitting here wrapped in my own little nightmare
So cold
Sitting here wrapped in my own little nightmare
So cold
So alone
So bad
It’s only me
It’s only me

Oh, if only
Oh, if only
Oh, if only I deliver

Deliver me
Take them away from me
Deliver me

Deliver me


3. LOST

Now the day is going to end, watch the shadows risin’
Thoughts are passing thru my mind
Feel the pain they’re causin’
All these unsolved memories
The hand of doubt that gets me
Come and take me by the hand
And be my guide to leave here...
Where will it end?
Thou I’m sure you’ve heard my call
Can’t believe what’s hap’ning
Is your acting under will or is it you that reach me
Thou I don’t know if it’s real, I feel my spirit melting
If you’re able, make it clear
Before myself is breaking down...

‘Cause I’m gonna get...
Lost in you, I feel mine fading
Fine line walking on the edge
Lost in you, my mind is circlin’
Drifting round this new born state
Lost in you, there’s no escapin’
Only longing for the dream
Lost in you, my rhythm is changin’...beatin’ just like you...

Thou I think it’s time to change
Don’t know the right direction
Hesitation rules my soul, can’t find my own solution
Remember all the shattered hopes
All the dreams – they’ve vanished
Nothing left for me at all, no one where I can hold on


4. CARELESS

Possession rules their world
Can’t see the tears around them
Destroy the balance of the truth
Don’t care about these fears
Imprisoned minds collapse
They stare with smilin’ faces
The only thing that will remain
Will be our fading traces...

All the faith is dead and over
Nothing left that’s worth to hold
Ways have been destroyed forever
...re-entering the cold
Waves of glory for the rulers
Hate and torture just for you
Bow down to the glorious feeling
Exclusive kept for you

Will you kneel before you master?
Will you love your suffering?
Will you ever realize...?
Reminding your ability to think

Describe your life as fear
Each day it may be over
Your future’s dancing on the graves
Of those who’ll never learn
Your humblin’ in the line
Of those who try to hide behind you
But are you strong enough
To take your stand or will you fade

All the strength is dead and gone now
Nothing’s left that’s worth to save
No salvation for your soul now
Oh, can you still be brave?
Waves of glory for the masters
Pain and pressure just for you
Kneel before your holy idol
They way you’ll always do...

This state is still unchanged
The days are passin’ slowly
Your minds are tied together all as one
But one track only
Still you’re not able to release
Yourself’s no longer there
Relentlessly your light burns out
But you don’t even care...


5. IS THERE ANY WAY

Is there any way to escape from you?
From myself and all my emotional waste
To escape from my longing
From my doubt
Do I really feel this?
Or is it just wishing to
Longing for
Dreaming for

Fear of the great distance
Fear of the tearing myself apart

I did it so many times
So many times
Always – Forever
To do the final step (Fear)
There’s no way to find out what you’re thinking

‘Bout the way that I feel
Asking – never
Talkin’ ‘bout – what for

Why shall it end in another way like all
The other time before

Tell me why
Oh, tell me
Please – Make it sure
Come kill me one more time
I like that – I need it
I want it – From you – Just from you

I love you

Tell me why – Please, tell me
Make it sure – Make it clear
Just do it
Come kill me one more time
I like that – I need it
I want it – Just from you

I love you


6. FALLING

All humanity is lost
Emotion is no longer real
Sense of life is fading out
No one can stop out...

Falling down...
Falling down...
Into oblivion...
Tumbling down...
Tumbling down…around the ashes
See me fall...
Shadows grabbin’ me...
Falling down...
Falling down...
Into oblivion...

Life melts away, infectious decline
No point of view from the end of the line

Falling down
Into oblivion...
Tumbling down
Around the ashes...
See me fall
Shadows grabbin’ me...
Falling down...
Tumbling down

All human senses raped and destroyed
Just surrender to the void...

Into the void


7. VIEW FROM THE INSIDE

Look at me now
Do you think you really know?
What you see here...
Camouflage – it’s just a show

To look inside me...is not allowed to everyone
If your dare to...
The place you’ll find seems like a cold dark town
Where no one lives in
All deserted cold and grey now
Murdered feelings lie up on the streets
Stepping deeper through my jungle
Will you find a place for you
Or are you fading?
And my last hope will fade with you...

Have you seen it?
And have you still the force to try?
Hesitation...
Oh, I can’t see it in your eyes!

To look inside me...is not allowed to everyone
Will you try it...


8. ALTERED STATES

I never wanted to get down to that state again
I’m coming to a point where my control will end
Don’t know which way to handle
Not even if I should
But if you’re goin’ to get me
Oh, how I would, I would

These altered states
Don’t wanna know
They tear me down
But after all I need it so...

Unknown horizon – overfloatin’ mine
Now I’m sure about it
Perception of one night
We’ve shared a cloak of darkness
It makes me save and warm
I think I’ve never felt so
You keep away the harm


9. WITHERING

(Instrumental)


10. DEPRIVATION

(Recorded live)

...Just look around
...Open your eyes
...And you’ll understand