Hateen : Dear Life
Lyrics
1. 404 NOT FOUND
Connections made
Feelings start to fade away
You can't hear my voice but you can read my words
(One more cigarrete)
And I still have nothing left
Nothing less, nothing more
Just the same as yesterday
[Chorus]
Double clicking my emotions
(I'm trying to set up my life again)
Trying to set up my life
I'm feeling like I'm lost inside myself
I've got nothing but myself
Again
Seems it's all you really want
But it's less than you deserve
Seems it's all you really need
But you just growing just another seed
To increase hate, sorrow, pain and loneliness
Then lost losts and lost friends will never come back again
My friend
You wish that it could be the end
[Chorus]
Inside myself
I've got nothing but myself
Again
404 not found again (x8)
2. MR. OLDMAN
Mr. Oldman is ready to pass away
To meet his wife like when he was just a kid
His children went away, his love is gone
Life seems not so good, now he's alone
[Chorus]
It's not so easy to forget
It's not so easy to forgive
All these years building dreams up
Just to see them fall - all these memories
It wasn't always like this
Now he's going
To the other side of his life
To feel alive again
Life changes easier than you think
(You're here - in a minute you´re there)
Tonight I´m gonna break your heart
'Cause you know you've broken mine
And I was left behind, just like Mr. Oldman
Mr. Oldman is ready to pass away
To meet his love like when he was just a kid
Pain and sorrow in a suitcase
Nobody cares, now he's dying, now he's alone
[Chorus]
3. FAKE FATE
Take me out of this place right now
Because I´m dying day by day
I just can´t wait for my death
Beat me again with your amazing way of living
But I´ll insist untill the end of the fight
If nothing is for free then my heart will know it all
I will not feel insecure again
Because I´m killing all my pain
And you won´t recognize me
I will not kill my pain again
Because it´s done and I´m free
Of your amazing way of living
I´m walking on that sidewalk
Because I´m thinking about what I´ve done
I just cab´t wait for my birthday
I create my things but you don´t mind
About nothing I do
You just pull me down and laugh
You could have told me all those things you were
Thinking but you did not
You just told me to be cool
So fuck you!
4. MY BIRTHDAY
Thanks for your phonecall
In fact I´d rather hear your voice
Than the operator´s
I talked to your mom today
She said you´re out of town
On a holiday
She said you´ve lost control...
All this time I watched you go
Far away from me
I think you´ve lost your mind
All this time that I thought you were by mi side
A thousand words try to explain
What you really really wanna say
Words that made you feel alright
Words that made me feel dead inside
Your plastic message made me cry
Where the hell are you?do you think it´s fine?
It´s so painfull to know my heart was wrong
This is my birthday song
All this time I watched you go far away from here
I think you´ve lost your mind
Now I see that your words were just lies
I think my heart was wrong
All this time I watched you go far away from me
I sing my birthday song
Now I know that this time
I´ll sing alone
5. WE TWO FEEL BLUE
Sunday morning you came all around me
I can't stand your happiness
Last night you got so drunk
I thought that we were going to fight
Please don't worry 'cause I'm not thinking
The same way I was last night
My mind is clear right now
So there's no reason for us to fight
I know you're my friend
But sometimes you get so strange
I get strange when I drink
So I feel happy for not feeling blue
I know I made you sad yesterday
Sorry I was sadder than you
I really know what you were feeling
When the only thing you said was fuck you
I guess you didn't know
I'm sorry I didn't know
Now we two feel blue
Please don't worry 'cause I'm not
The stupid kind of guy I was last night
I know, I know that I fucked up
But I don't give a fuck
6. ABOUT TO BLOW
Please don't ask me why I'm feeling bad
And also don't ask what I'm doing all alone
I'm trying to be nice with you all
But my mood is changing fast I can't control
I'm about to blow - I'm feeling sad
I think I´ll do something stupid
I'm living through this for a long time
And everyday I change my mind about myself
What I really need si some peace
A peace that I get everynight when I go to sleep
I'm about to blow - I'm feeling sad
I think I'll do something stupid
Why should I control myself and try
To do something I don't want to?
I let these things behind me and I´ll go on
I'll live my life just like I did
Yesterday now it's done
No thanks, I can't have this anymore
Now I'll taste something new, something fresh
So everyday I'll be with you
7. STILL DON'T KNOW
Why love and hate are always together?
Specially when we have to make some decision
Close your eyes and you wil feel
Everything that you could not share when you were just a kid
I'll make it clear for yourself
The best I could do was not enough for me
You've learned from the best
(You've learned from the best)
I had pain, I was confused
(You've learned form the best)
How far can I go when I'm far away from myself?
(You've learned form the best)
Just take me as I am
(You've learned from the past)
The pain is back and you can't sleep again
You cannot stop thinking but this time you got some hope
I try to fall asleep but I can't
Maybe with some alcohol
You can help me
You can hate me
Please take me as I am
The best I could do was not enough for me...
8. DANGER DRIVE
I close my eyes
While I'm driving home tonight
Why do I need to see something I don't like?
Changing tracks,I'm lost in my way back home
Where am I? These streets seem so alike
Could I change the world tonight
Without change my heart inside?
Could I change my way back home
Leaving you out of my mind?
I always take the wrong tracks
That lead me back to where you are
You can feel dead when you're alive
One hundred miles per hour just to get closer to you
Reaching the death in every path
Feeling depressed, exposed and sad
I hold the wheel that keeps me still
Wanting to be by your side
You can feel dead when you're alive
And it´s not that fine...
And it´s not so fine...
Wish you could see me there
And I wish you could break my car
Sorry it's all a shame but it's not my fault
If you make me drive so fast
To get anywhere
So I close my eyes
Maybe I'll be back home tonight
Maybe I'll make you sad or happy tonight
It depends on how I drive
Back home (x4)
9. BIG LIFE (ONE LAST GOODBYE)
I want you to know
That I loved you everyday
In a special and single way
For all my life, for all my days... For all my days
My big life went away from where I could reach my dreams
I miss the shining in your smile in those university hallways, always
(Do you need her now)
She´s all I got
(It´s hard to see but she´s gone)
She can´t do this
I´ve been in love with you all my life
(But she makes you sad)
She´ll always be mine
Waiting days for your phonecalls
Waiting years to be with you
Hoping things could be ok
Hoping that you could comeback one day
Empty days keep me away from my happiness
My big life,my big mistake - my big mistake
And all the times I prayed
All the shame all the pain I tasted
All the songs I´ve made for you
All the letters I´ve written for you
I just wanted to say one last goodbye
Maybe we can try in another life
One last goodbye,just one more time
Maybe we can try just one more time
One last goodbye...
I know you can´t stay,but you´ll always be here
Always with me
10. BRAND NEW DAY
Please take me back to my dad´s white car again
Take me back to that room which I used to laugh
I need that again,don´t try to push me ´cause I will not
Understand
I really need to get back there
[Chorus]
Please tell me my friend
How did I get this pain?
I always thought I could be fine again
Just like I was yesterday
Now I´m waking up for another day
Where is my old stereo?
Where is my computer?
Where is my happiness?
I need it back right now
Please don´t put me down
I have something to live for now
Don´t fuck everything I´m doing
I´m working hard
[Chorus]
Life is love you´ve been searching for all your life
Life is love you´ve been searching for all your life
The friends away inside
Each one of us
Yet this pain is not enough
To keep me away
Inside my heart
There´s a place with your name
It´s all broken down since 11/08/1997
And I just wish you could be here
With me again
Oh my friend
11. HIDDEN TRACK
(Instrumental)
Connections made
Feelings start to fade away
You can't hear my voice but you can read my words
(One more cigarrete)
And I still have nothing left
Nothing less, nothing more
Just the same as yesterday
[Chorus]
Double clicking my emotions
(I'm trying to set up my life again)
Trying to set up my life
I'm feeling like I'm lost inside myself
I've got nothing but myself
Again
Seems it's all you really want
But it's less than you deserve
Seems it's all you really need
But you just growing just another seed
To increase hate, sorrow, pain and loneliness
Then lost losts and lost friends will never come back again
My friend
You wish that it could be the end
[Chorus]
Inside myself
I've got nothing but myself
Again
404 not found again (x8)
2. MR. OLDMAN
Mr. Oldman is ready to pass away
To meet his wife like when he was just a kid
His children went away, his love is gone
Life seems not so good, now he's alone
[Chorus]
It's not so easy to forget
It's not so easy to forgive
All these years building dreams up
Just to see them fall - all these memories
It wasn't always like this
Now he's going
To the other side of his life
To feel alive again
Life changes easier than you think
(You're here - in a minute you´re there)
Tonight I´m gonna break your heart
'Cause you know you've broken mine
And I was left behind, just like Mr. Oldman
Mr. Oldman is ready to pass away
To meet his love like when he was just a kid
Pain and sorrow in a suitcase
Nobody cares, now he's dying, now he's alone
[Chorus]
3. FAKE FATE
Take me out of this place right now
Because I´m dying day by day
I just can´t wait for my death
Beat me again with your amazing way of living
But I´ll insist untill the end of the fight
If nothing is for free then my heart will know it all
I will not feel insecure again
Because I´m killing all my pain
And you won´t recognize me
I will not kill my pain again
Because it´s done and I´m free
Of your amazing way of living
I´m walking on that sidewalk
Because I´m thinking about what I´ve done
I just cab´t wait for my birthday
I create my things but you don´t mind
About nothing I do
You just pull me down and laugh
You could have told me all those things you were
Thinking but you did not
You just told me to be cool
So fuck you!
4. MY BIRTHDAY
Thanks for your phonecall
In fact I´d rather hear your voice
Than the operator´s
I talked to your mom today
She said you´re out of town
On a holiday
She said you´ve lost control...
All this time I watched you go
Far away from me
I think you´ve lost your mind
All this time that I thought you were by mi side
A thousand words try to explain
What you really really wanna say
Words that made you feel alright
Words that made me feel dead inside
Your plastic message made me cry
Where the hell are you?do you think it´s fine?
It´s so painfull to know my heart was wrong
This is my birthday song
All this time I watched you go far away from here
I think you´ve lost your mind
Now I see that your words were just lies
I think my heart was wrong
All this time I watched you go far away from me
I sing my birthday song
Now I know that this time
I´ll sing alone
5. WE TWO FEEL BLUE
Sunday morning you came all around me
I can't stand your happiness
Last night you got so drunk
I thought that we were going to fight
Please don't worry 'cause I'm not thinking
The same way I was last night
My mind is clear right now
So there's no reason for us to fight
I know you're my friend
But sometimes you get so strange
I get strange when I drink
So I feel happy for not feeling blue
I know I made you sad yesterday
Sorry I was sadder than you
I really know what you were feeling
When the only thing you said was fuck you
I guess you didn't know
I'm sorry I didn't know
Now we two feel blue
Please don't worry 'cause I'm not
The stupid kind of guy I was last night
I know, I know that I fucked up
But I don't give a fuck
6. ABOUT TO BLOW
Please don't ask me why I'm feeling bad
And also don't ask what I'm doing all alone
I'm trying to be nice with you all
But my mood is changing fast I can't control
I'm about to blow - I'm feeling sad
I think I´ll do something stupid
I'm living through this for a long time
And everyday I change my mind about myself
What I really need si some peace
A peace that I get everynight when I go to sleep
I'm about to blow - I'm feeling sad
I think I'll do something stupid
Why should I control myself and try
To do something I don't want to?
I let these things behind me and I´ll go on
I'll live my life just like I did
Yesterday now it's done
No thanks, I can't have this anymore
Now I'll taste something new, something fresh
So everyday I'll be with you
7. STILL DON'T KNOW
Why love and hate are always together?
Specially when we have to make some decision
Close your eyes and you wil feel
Everything that you could not share when you were just a kid
I'll make it clear for yourself
The best I could do was not enough for me
You've learned from the best
(You've learned from the best)
I had pain, I was confused
(You've learned form the best)
How far can I go when I'm far away from myself?
(You've learned form the best)
Just take me as I am
(You've learned from the past)
The pain is back and you can't sleep again
You cannot stop thinking but this time you got some hope
I try to fall asleep but I can't
Maybe with some alcohol
You can help me
You can hate me
Please take me as I am
The best I could do was not enough for me...
8. DANGER DRIVE
I close my eyes
While I'm driving home tonight
Why do I need to see something I don't like?
Changing tracks,I'm lost in my way back home
Where am I? These streets seem so alike
Could I change the world tonight
Without change my heart inside?
Could I change my way back home
Leaving you out of my mind?
I always take the wrong tracks
That lead me back to where you are
You can feel dead when you're alive
One hundred miles per hour just to get closer to you
Reaching the death in every path
Feeling depressed, exposed and sad
I hold the wheel that keeps me still
Wanting to be by your side
You can feel dead when you're alive
And it´s not that fine...
And it´s not so fine...
Wish you could see me there
And I wish you could break my car
Sorry it's all a shame but it's not my fault
If you make me drive so fast
To get anywhere
So I close my eyes
Maybe I'll be back home tonight
Maybe I'll make you sad or happy tonight
It depends on how I drive
Back home (x4)
9. BIG LIFE (ONE LAST GOODBYE)
I want you to know
That I loved you everyday
In a special and single way
For all my life, for all my days... For all my days
My big life went away from where I could reach my dreams
I miss the shining in your smile in those university hallways, always
(Do you need her now)
She´s all I got
(It´s hard to see but she´s gone)
She can´t do this
I´ve been in love with you all my life
(But she makes you sad)
She´ll always be mine
Waiting days for your phonecalls
Waiting years to be with you
Hoping things could be ok
Hoping that you could comeback one day
Empty days keep me away from my happiness
My big life,my big mistake - my big mistake
And all the times I prayed
All the shame all the pain I tasted
All the songs I´ve made for you
All the letters I´ve written for you
I just wanted to say one last goodbye
Maybe we can try in another life
One last goodbye,just one more time
Maybe we can try just one more time
One last goodbye...
I know you can´t stay,but you´ll always be here
Always with me
10. BRAND NEW DAY
Please take me back to my dad´s white car again
Take me back to that room which I used to laugh
I need that again,don´t try to push me ´cause I will not
Understand
I really need to get back there
[Chorus]
Please tell me my friend
How did I get this pain?
I always thought I could be fine again
Just like I was yesterday
Now I´m waking up for another day
Where is my old stereo?
Where is my computer?
Where is my happiness?
I need it back right now
Please don´t put me down
I have something to live for now
Don´t fuck everything I´m doing
I´m working hard
[Chorus]
Life is love you´ve been searching for all your life
Life is love you´ve been searching for all your life
The friends away inside
Each one of us
Yet this pain is not enough
To keep me away
Inside my heart
There´s a place with your name
It´s all broken down since 11/08/1997
And I just wish you could be here
With me again
Oh my friend
11. HIDDEN TRACK
(Instrumental)
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