1. Reflection

Today I'll push it to the side
Everything has gone out with the tide
You can't look me in the eyes
Burrow deep in your disguise
Force out another phony grin
Force out the pain you feel within
Peer out to the troubled past
You know day by day can't last
Is everything alright?
Hide me from this world, I don't think I can fight, yeah
Is everything okay?
Tell me I should get a grip and make it through the day, that's fine
More days I have to be alone
More days I'm hiding from the phone
Find a way I can break the chain
Find a way I still can't explain
Someday I'll sever all my ties
Someday I won't believe my lies
Look at my judgemental eyes
Stare at my blind disguise
Is everything alright?
Hide me from this world, I don't think I can fight, yeah
Is everything okay?
Tell me I should get a grip and make it through the day, that's fine



2. A Relative Matter

So on and so on my mind is closing in,
Begun to begin my end,
You always hated the state of things I'm in,
So bathe in my suffering, Pull behind,
Time is at its end so I might as well begin to,
Save myself,
The world is jumping in here's to hoping I can swim away,
Forcing your victims to choke down your lies,
I feel like I'm paralyzed,
Cynics are trying to analyze,
But truth isn't in my eyes.



3. Lead Boots

Fall into another one of your "I don't wanna go"s again
Suck me in took me for a ride
Fell into your fucking trap
Don't wanna see your face no more
I always knew you were weak inside
I don't wanna go, I don't wanna leave, I don't wanna choose, never will achieve
I don't wanna go, I don't wanna leave, I don't wanna choose, never will believe
Sitting in your room alone
Never wanna go out to play
"Leave me alone" is all you wanna say
I saw you sitting there, you're apathetic, just pathetic
24 hours is all you have today
I don't wanna go, I don't wanna leave, I don't wanna choose, never will achieve
I don't wanna go, I don't wanna leave, I don't wanna choose, never will believe



4. Discouragement

Time passes by, nothing's changed
These four walls where I contain
Let them talk, I know the truth
Let them laugh, I know the truth
Words heard by me, only me
A promise made deeper than you see
Am I still that child that I used to be?
Could I be that child I used to be?
Down, every time you call me down I turn around
I run, I'm scared I don't want to feel this way ever again
Fade away
Words pierce like a dagger, heart like a stone
We change to live not change to love
Give me time I'll be a man, put me down I'll be a man
Try to pull down this wall, I'm more scared now than I've ever been
To trust you, I've heard this before again and again



5. Potential

Fermented smells and stumbling down a blurry world of your creation, I never thought you'd fall
Want to tell you that you're missing everything I know and love but, you don't care at all
Your life, sometimes is in and out of sight
Your right to fight is wrong tonight
You lied
You need a crutch to lean on, I need more than this
Stop acting like you're deprived, don't give me that shit
If I ever see you sober, I'd like to let you know that I'm here, I really do mean well
I've given all my chances to you, I wish I could get through to you but, you're putting me through hell
Your life, sometimes is in and out of sight
Your right to fight is wrong tonight
You need a crutch to lean on, I need more than this
Stop acting like you're deprived, don't give me that shit
Your life, sometimes is in and out of sight
Your right to fight is wrong tonight