1. EVENTUALLY

Beauty rest in peace
This obituary lies inside with me
It's burred 6 feet deep, never sees the day but will eventually
But I don't know

My faith just hit the ceiling
Its bruises I'm concealing
New days, old pains welcome masquerade
Now you've got it made

What's common isn't healing
Cause I'm just not appealing
Constrain your brain mediocrity
Now youve got it made

Come to life
Remember you through daylight
Remember


2. ODE

Bow down and say amen and thank for every weakness
In the dark, you try to pull through
What a shame you never loved you
We drive tonight to find our lives, exhale our knives, oh this time

It helps me when I'm falling down
Gasping for air as my conscience drowns
Goodbye this time goodbye this time

Turn around from your defeat and your mystique
Then cross your line while everybody's gone, safe from everyone


3. BROKEN WINDOWS

I can't believe this, I am defeated
This was my last shot, you were my last shot
Now I can't care less, now I can't care less

Cause life's insecure at best
Outdated and over dressed

Come look through my broken window
Don't see what I am and let go
I'm a goner and there's no one who knows
Took a picture that never exposed
Come look through my broken window
This closure that never will close
I'm a goner and theres no one who knows
So long, so long

The healing's love is time
A feeling that's all mine
Now I am careless, now I am careless


4. CUT THEM LOOSE

An April tragedy
It goes inside
A feeling that's burning inside won't die

Cause all the strings attached make a noose around your neck
Cut them loose, cut them loose and make them forget
The love is all aligned
We fall and then we fly

No sense of empathy
It's cold, I tried
This world never loved me
I tried but why, so go

An April tragedy
And now the sirens scream
Useless apologies as far as I can see
There's nothing left to be another part of me


5. BLEED FAST, DON'T CRY

Extract the catastrophe, embrace the lust epiphanies.
Light will leave my hazel eyes. The story found its theme.
Emotion sings me a graceful song. Euphoria it seems and I know its time to leave.
Go and take me off to a better place.

Bleed Fast, dont cry.
We lived, we died.
Think back,we tried.
We'll raise sky high.
Take me, I'm fine.
We'll close our eyes.
Deep breath, deep sigh.
Hold tight, Bright lights.
Go.

Calm drowns me and takes me in. It's pins and needles on my skin.
Sensations make an easy slip into a dark abyss.
This notions making me nervous so I pushed it down and now it seems it's coming out of me.
Go and take me off to a better place.


6. NEVERMIND

Don't stop, tell me why this love isn't right while I push your shove.
Fuck this, I'm alright
This side never died so I run

So sorry, I'm not waiting
Just ignore me and start casting out to the sea
Keep it floating
It will free me, and to hell with every nevermind

Distrust, paralyzed
Pushed down, no goodbye
So unload your gun
Be loud, never shy
Take back what is mine, so I run


7. SAY THIS

I can't just explain all the things in my mind so I carry on, I carry on
I say I can't deny this

And I don't wanna say this
Maybe it's the wrong velocity
Laying on the pavement, pick me up
You know that I'll be waiting
Cause I'm a psychopath, leading down a psycho path
Gemini complex sings

This hate is seducing me
It turns me on but now I see it's throwing me away
So turn me off and set me free
Cause I am not the one to be throwing it away
Relearn, I am in-turn my chance
My pen confessed what I just cannot


8. IN YOUR NAME

You're better than this, you're better than this
You don't know you've done your time
And these thoughts you married have turned and carried on

So lovely, why are you so lonely
Why oh why
And everybody's saying that you lost your mind
Oh baby, open skin never did a thing now did it, no

Now what do you miss, now what do you miss
Just a touch you try to find
And the thought is scary of never finding one

Loveless words crash in your name
You can't get rid of these sand paper thoughts


9. THE YOUNG, THE BRAVE

We sat and watched stars fly and took it away with time
I swore that if i died, it wouldn't be our goodbye
Thoughts can't subside, but now it has left my mind
Oh how i feel fine, so fine that i might just cry

We're young and brave and in between
The love can fade and so can we

The time of the misfits who never kept quiet
The thinkers that self-hate with wishes of fitting in
We blackend our checks, cause all of the color's spent
And now we just sit, get high laughing off our sins

Now I'm alive, it's medicating
Taking away from the dismay
Sun hits the sky, it shatters on me
Now I can see now I can see what I should be


10. SYMPHONY

Words unspoken show in your eyes
Our foundation watched its demise
I would never change the bond that got us through the days without the breaks
I loved but never lost
You're one phone call away
Although its not the same that's how it has to be

We regress to the days that have gone away
And ill try and ill pray but they wont stay
Then the car door closed and i didnt even know when the smile left from your face
and i left with your mixtape its giving me a feeling that still has never left me
I think back to the days that have gone away

Blend the days in, come out aching
Jaded whispers situated
Play my symphony, the sound of the debris of what we used to be
It's gently falling down and rains all over me
Just bask inside this sea and know its conquering

We regress to the days that have gone away
And ill try and ill pray but they wont stay
Then the car door closed and i didnt even know when the smile left from your face
and i left with your mixtape its giving me a feeling that still has never left me

Goodbye, you're free
You'll still be my sweet memory
I'll carry on a simple life in a simple town but we won't worry
Times not waiting you gotta let go
Warmth inside us will learn to regrow
Months will go by before we can know how long it takes us to get back our flow
Relieve, obsess, breathe in, suppress
We're wasting time and wasting thought
We walk away with short lived peace
But it was just a memory

We regress to the days that have gone away
And ill try and ill pray but they won't stay
Then the car door closed and i didnt even know when the smile left from your face
and i left with your mixtape its giving me a feeling that still has never left me

Relieve, obsess, breathe in, suppress
We're wasting time and wasting thought
We walk away with short lived peace
But it was just a memory


11. LUCKY ME

I love the smile when you see the light and I'm not worried
We're never thinking, but we know it's right

Destiny never hurt me
Never leave, never leave, no

We left and never waited for a sign to find new stories
This feeling's new and now it cant just die
I got out of hell and it felt so long
A lucky salvation cause I'm not strong (take back what's going wrong)
Self love machines
We're breaking down, but now they're serving me

Destiny never hurt me
Never leave, never leave, no
Make you believe what you can't see
Take a step back from your disease

Now saying goodbye, goodbye
I won't forget this
Carry on in this life
More time to figure it out
Now saying goodbye, goodbye
I won't forget this
Carry on, oh carry on
Don't stop
Lucky me, lucky me