1. Smarmy World

I always wondered what you meant
when your words had so depth
it seems you wanted to tell me something
but when i asked, you said nothing...

You were talking about all this smarmy world
thinking you were on the right road
even though you were judging them
you became like them.

I remember the strange words you used to say
that everyone might hate you one day
unlike them i really don't have to hate
i only feel that life gives me much pain.

You were talking about all this smarmy world
thinking you were on the right road
even though you were judging them
you became like them.

You never hesitated to remind me
how unwanted i was
by telling me what everyone said behind my back
walking around to check who wants you and who don't
and what about all this ironic act?

You were talking about all this smarmy world
thinking you were on the right road
even though you were judging them
you became like them.

2. Everything Black

Pretending,I'm pretending the happy again
yesterday you disappointed me again
I'm not trying to forget
but I think I need some help...

I tried to make you love me
I wanted them to like me
I didn't want to be like them
just to be acceptable again.
I tried to make you love me
I wanted them to like me
I didn't want to change myself
just to be acceptable again.

Crying,I'm crying again
I don't see any hope
and it makes me afraid
I wonder when this will end...

I tried to make you love me
I wanted them to like me
I didn't want to be like them
just to be acceptable again.
I tried to make you love me
I wanted them to like me
I didn't want to change myself
just to be acceptable again.

Everything black in my life
and everything black on my mind
I guess now you understand
why lately i don't look alright...

I tried to make you love me
I wanted them to like me
I didn't want to be like them
just to be acceptable again.
I tried to make you love me
I wanted them to like me
I didn't want to change myself
just to be acceptable again.

3. Confess

You only called to ask about someone else
I can't believe I'm still talking to you
after all of these offensive words you said
I can't understand you're just an enemy
or another temporary friend...

If you can't stand me
there's no need to hide it
you look at me with that glance
why you're bothering so much by my presence
don't pretend just confess

I'll stop saying the problem is mine
so you can stop this formality if you like
I need to make sure you're the one I met
or I don't know anything about you yet...

If you can't stand me
there's no need to hide it
you look at me with that glance
why you're bothering so much by my presence
don't pretend just confess

So from now few times together
and mostly apart maybe I prefer this to stop
I don't like hypocrisy so
it will be better like that

If you can't stand me
there's no need to hide it
you look at me with that glance
why you're bothering so much by my presence
don't pretend just confess

4. Unfortunately

The last years I've been trying to keep in touch
believing that you wouldn't have changed much
You just helped me see I was wrong
obviously in your company I don't belong

We were close back then
I thought you were my best friend
I wish we could be the same persons again
unfortunately something tells me that we can't

Then stop complaining that I gave an end
to the friendship you've betrayed by yourself
the victim of the situation don't pretend
right now you seem to forget but I remember so well

We were close back then
I thought you were my best friend
I wish we could be the same persons again
unfortunately something tells me that we can't
something tells me that we can't

Just continue pretending the popular
when it's clear you have no one
I don't need to talk to you anymore
and you know it's not my fault

5. You Lost

At the start everyone was nice
they would even give me an advice
as I started showing the real me
suddenly they all became mean...

I remember it was so tiring
I frequently felt like I was in a competition
living like I was forced to hide me
all because I just had an ambition

I prefer to do things on my own
than criticizing other's work
I won't occupy with a desperate like you anymore
I 've been improving for so long
all you do is going from bad to worse
spreading rumors,rejecting,hating and so much more
I'm just myself when you're another clone
and someday i'll make it not only to prove you wrong
but because that's what I really want
so you're the one who lost
you lost

I remember it was so tiring
I frequently felt like I was in a competition
living like I was forced to hide me
all because I just had an ambition

6. You're Only Embarrassing Yourself

Certain persons hate me
they're even wishing i was dead
they're turning others against me
because they see me as a threat...

They used to bully me
because I was different from them
they're still laughing at me
they need to feel good about themselves..

No one can make me feel inferior
I've got full knowledge of myself
with this extremely mean behaviour
you're only embarrassing yourself!

It's like they see in me
all the ugliness of their soul
they're dissing loudly
so I can hear every word...

They seem so angry with me
without obvious reason
they want to punish me
for someone else's treason...

No one can make me feel inferior
I've got full knowledge of myself
with this extremely mean behaviour
you're only embarrassing yourself!

7. Approval

I prefer to stay silent
when I don't have something to say
can't really see the point
of behaving the other way

Most people scare me
with their conversations
their words so annoying and cheap
without any kind of creation

I don't belong in this world
that's why I'm always alone
I won't pretend someone I'm not
don't need approval anymore

I used to worry about
what people think of me
until their silly opinions
started getting weak

For my insecurities
all the time they seek
but this time
they won't find a thing
, a thing a thing,a thing

I don't belong in this world
that's why I'm always alone
I won't pretend someone I'm not
don't need approval anymore

Don't need your approval anymore
I don't need your approval anymore

8. Mood

Sometimes I sense that I'm getting it too far
thank God that feeling doesn't last
those who I truly love I hurt
and it's too late until they overcome

Then once again I'll go away
because I regret for the mistake I made
and these words back I'll take
I don't want you this to face...

But me I can't look sad
because it'll be considered bad
and I can't let my anger to be seen
because I 'll be characterized weak

Always to hide what I want to say
and what I feel
always because that's what the others believe...

I don't know what is this
that makes me from everyone keep a distance
maybe because I'm afraid of their aggressive stance
The loneliness doesn't seem now irritating
neither their words are no longer humiliating

But me I can't look sad
because it'll be considered bad
and I can't let my anger to be seen
because I 'll be characterized weak

Always to hide what I want to say
and what I feel
always because that's what the others believe...

What's going on with my mood
my happiness disappears soon
in the depression myself I lose...

9. Nothing's Going To Change

You know well how to use me
otherwise as a friend you almost refuse me
You never really cared
for me you weren't there
You were fake and typical
because only people's opinion
is finally that significant

I have forgiven you many times
and I've been putting up with a lot of fights
I've given opportunities because I think that's the right
but I'm getting disappointed every single time

It's not my fault that I used to consider you an unknown
and that you were never something more than just a stranger
Now I know that for me no one's waiting
thanks to you more problems I'm facing

I have forgiven you many times
and I've been putting up with a lot of fights
I've given opportunities because I think that's the right
but I'm getting disappointed every single time

Your real face scares me
I'm just erasing you like you erased me
honestly,I didn't want us to be this way
but I'm afraid that nothing's going to change
that nothing's going to change

I have forgiven you many times
and I've been putting up with a lot of fights
I've given opportunities because I think that's the right
but I'm getting disappointed every single time

10. Leave Me Alone

I can hear you through the wall
you're saying awful things again
but It's okay you can't really do anything else
I'm not going to play that role
of your victim anymore

You do nothing else but showing off
while I'm doing something special
which,you bullies could only dream of
so do me a favour and leave me alone
will you please leave me alone?

I've got better things to do
I really hope you had too
but it seems you don't know what to do with your life
so you get pleasure by ruining mine

You do nothing else but showing off
while I'm doing something special
which,you bullies could only dream of
so do me a favour and leave me alone
will you please leave me alone?

Soon I'm moving somewhere better
and I'll live happily ever after
and you'll be so depressed
because you won't be able
to harm me again

You do nothing else but showing off
while I'm doing something special
which,you bullies could only dream of
so do me a favour and leave me alone
will you please leave me alone?

11. Jealous

If by making fun of me
makes you feel good about yourself
then you're really sick
and a useless human being

You feel sorry for me
but I feel sorry for you
and most people feel
sorry for you too
at least they can see what you do...

So keep on laughing at me
you like being mean to me
you must be jealous
cause I have something that you don't
so you're doubting my worth

You want attention
but surely you'll never get mine
not other people's as well
so in vain you keep trying

So keep on laughing at me
you like being mean to me
you must be jealous
cause I have something that you don't
so you're doubting my worth

You're judging something
that you can't understand
If you did you'd probably stop
can't you see that I've had enough?
You say I think I can do
something but I actually can!

So keep on laughing at me
you like being mean to me
you must be jealous
cause I have something that you don't
so you're doubting my worth