Marilia Adamaki : Still Hoping for Nothing

Gothic Rock / Greece
(2021 - Self-Released)
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1.Buried

I hope you're feeling proud
While I'm buried on the ground
You're moving your mouth
But I can't hear a sound
Sorry I figured you out
And you can't hurt me now

You know what's the problem with me
That if you'll do something bad to me
I remember it my whole life
And you know the problem with you
Is that you never apologise
You think you're always right

Who cares about what you have to say
At least not me
I bet you know you're uninvited in this place
Just like you make me feel
I won't even argue with you
I have nothing to prove

What is really that what's bothering you
Is it something that has to do
With things you hide and refuse
Between two sides you have to choose
I could disrespect you too
But I don't even care about you

2.Remorse

Forgive me but I don't know what I did
You know you hurted me
But you won't admit it
Am I so pitiful
Begging you to excuse me
When we both know it was your fault
You make me feel like I don't belong

It's like I don't have the right to speak
When you're here with me
You know how to put me in my place
If you want me to I'd disappear
Without a trace

It's so irrational I keep saying I'm sorry
For the way you've been treating me
Because I know you'll never say it back
You refuse to apologise
You don't even realise
You did something bad

I already have my problems to solve
And you're just making them worse
Don't you feel any remorse

3.In This Labyrinth

I'm in a cycle and I can't get out
I'm in this labyrinth and I can't break free
They're always running after me
They don't let me live

Can't they see I'm hurting
Why they keep doing this
They're always there
To remind me of unsolved problems
Every time I'm crying
That's what they want anyway
I'm sure now they're smiling
They're laughing at my pain

I wish I could smile
Even for a while
But I don't remember how it's like
I've lost it for a while
But I refuse to lose my mind

I can't be morе disappointed
Than I already am
I desеrve more than that
Everyone's showing their lies
To my face
No one understands how it feels
To be in my place...

4.Lies Will Be Discovered

I can see what you're trying to do
But no you’re not going to make it
Anytime soon
Your words don't mean anything to me
You can't run after me
Can’t you see I'm out of reach
You'd better stop
Enough is enough
You'll never get where I am
The competition is done
You need it anyway
Me I'm better than that

Sadness is your happiness
Hate is your entertainment
Weakness is your strength
I bet you're feeling so afraid
Cause everything will find it's way
Your lies will be discovered anyway
If I werе you I'd feel ashamed

The worst thing that you could do
Was to send and othеrs hate me too
I hope it’s not you behind this thing
You’re jealousy is pathetic and it's making me sick
It’s not my fault that you're upset with me
I never bothered you so stop bothering me

Everyone can see that there you're talking about me
And everyone can see how unfair is what you did to me
I remember the first time I saw you I knew immediately
You know when someone is bad
I always sense that...

5.The Feeling Is Mutual

I just wanted you to know
That the feeling is mutual
Do not get stressed for what I might believe
I think of you exactly what you think of me

You appeared here
When no one asked you too
You're taking the side of the enemy
And you think you can hurt me too
Oh you wish it was you
And you're glad I guess you laughed so much
When you saw the damage she's done
All because I don't like you back

Don't know why you need
To make it so clear that you don't like me
It's fine I got the message now you can stop
Sometimes it's getting too far

I don't really know what's worse
She and what she did to me
Or you that you're giving her applause
Sometimes it's hard to see
Which one of you really hates me
But I don't mind at all
You're so indifferent to me both

6.Greatest Ability

Well you destroyed it again
You never let me be glad instead
I know who send you to do that thing
But I have more serious problems
So you'll never win
Why can't you finally see
You can't bring someone down
Who is already on the ground

I'm dying from sadness
But no one's here to help me
They're playing with my mind
And then they're trying to convince me
I'm crazy

You know the one thing
That they always doubt in me
That's what my greatest ability is
They can't make it disappear
It will always be here
Reminding them their only fear
Of me becoming successful some year
They hate me more than anyone is clear
There is a place for all but for me is never near

Your tricks against me
Will turn against you
You might laugh with my misery
But your luck is laughing at you
It's about time that I'll get what I deserve
And you'll get too in the end
So you'd better change
Unless you'll feel afraid

7.Still Hoping For Nothing

You have planned my own life
Without even ask me if this decision I desire
In my eyes you don't seem to care
And it wasn't like my thoughts with you I didn't share

I just want to make it now happen
I'm tired of waiting for tomorrow and after
Knowing inside me that someday I'll might find it
The dream I'm wishing for it,in front of me all of a sudden
All the time I'm trying and only for this worth crying
With this thought in my mind every night I'm lying
Until I wake up and realise it's never coming
Am I still hoping for nothing

I know you will say that this is only for my own good
Anyway you never believed that I could
Honestly this sounds so crazy to come true

I just want to makе it now happen
I'm tired of waiting for tomorrow and after
Knowing insidе me that someday I'll might find it
The dream I'm wishing for it,in front of me all of a sudden
All the time I'm trying and only for this worth crying
With this thought in my mind every night I'm lying
Until I wake up and realise it's never coming
Am I still hoping for nothing



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