Nebelhexë : Essensual
Lyrics
1. UNDERWORLD
All alone in here
I close my eyes
Waiting for the stranger in me
To come alive
Say goodbye to the descending sun
Leave me a crimson sky
With a faint kiss
We are...
We are... walking at the edge of light
Vanished into fog that night
We are (undead)
We are (forever alive)
Stars in a gloomy show
Puppets that faded long ago
Why do you feel doomed?
When you realise
That when you can hear through walls
You had come alive
Feel the vibrant sounds
Feel the pulse
How can they demonise
The real form of life?
We are...
2. INVISIBLE ENTITY
Something has come over me
Something I cannot see
It's holding me down
Pushing me down
I try to breath, I try to shout
I open my mouth, but there comes no sound
What happened to me?
Invisible entity
Waking in darkness
I thought I had a friend beside me
But he doesn't hear
He's living in his own nightmare
I cannot move, or open my eyes
It's like being buried alive
What happened to me?
Invisible entity
Look around in this stranger's house
There's a voice from the kitchen, mumbling
Something walking up and down
How did I end up in this creepy scene
I try to run, I try to escape
Treading so silent but the floor gives way
I scream out loud
Why can't you see this entity?
3. THEIR DEAD POETRY
She makes her appearance
Never unnoticed
Heads turn, egos twitching
They want to see her play the part
Oh, what a woman
Something that is so disturbing
They love the muse in her
Wishing for a girl like her
Oh, how fascinating you are
So beautiful
So entertaining
You make me laugh
And you had me thinking
Oh, never met someone like you
Their drama wants a girl like me
Feeding their dead poetry
In their stories, in songs
They make her come alive
Songs of passion and wild girls
Empty words
But hey, they want to fantasize
Simplicity
Is haunting their daily lives
Catch her like a butterfly
Strangling the muse within her
Oh, how fascinating you are
Too mystical
Too intriguing...
You make me laugh
And you had me thinking
Oh, never had a girl like you
Fading is the muse in her
All alone in her empty house of dreams
What a weird girl... living in her own world
What a weird girl... and you can't reach her
All alone in her empty house of dreams
4. SUNGOD
I look at you
See through me
I know you have this certain curiosity
I am drifting
But with a smile
You're surely disrupting my life... but I don't mind
Like a sungod with warm rays of light
Your presence brought me back to life
Take away the sadness that is mine
At least for a while
I really don't know what it is
But maybe sometimes we don't need a reason for this
I am foolish
I know I am
But you know I always dare to try
I dare to fall so deep
You're a sungod with such golden shine
Could I make you see the beauty of the night
And like the sun you will grow colder, some day?
This feelings would fade away
Like a sungod with warm rays of light
Your presence brought me back to life
Take away the sadness that is mine
Just this time
5. ERZULIE'S CHARM
Lil' did you dream again, after all this time he haunts Your mind
Lil' what a distant day, it is crazy that you feel this way
So long...
Lil' in slumber still, it's the waking state that has Fallen ill
Lil' lets hide it well, what we really see we will not tell
So long... she said she won't forget, no?
So long... let me remind you
Lil' in the looking glass, what you see is fake it will Never last
Lil' the soothing rain, but it will not wash away the stains
So, who is the secret one?
Lil' destroy the past, such a perfect doll let the spell be cCst
Lil' soft as clay, the image is ready, start to play
So long...
So long...
Lil' let the image live, let us sing and chant and the love will last
Lil' it feels so bad, 'cause we know that we cannot raise The dead
6. PURPLE NIGHTSHADES
She stood by the window
And watched life pass by
All those fading colours
All the wasted tries
Life is a wheel
Always moving on
Searching her paradise
She saw the place inside
I'm leaving
I will take that final step
I'm never looking back no more
Don't look for me
I'm reaching for the stars
They do not seem so far anymore
Wow, all those pretty colours
This green glittering light
I hear far away voices
Old friends wave me inside
The air it smells so sweet
It melts my frozen heart
I walk through poppy gardens
I know my choice was right
I'm leaving...
And when he read her note
That she had gone
He knew that also he had to move on
Life is a circle
Where do we come from?
He took the long dark road him too
And dreamt in colours blue
I'm leaving...
7. LIVING THRASH
There's a body lying here
In-between garbage
Left and lonely
Thrown away... thrown away
Bled from the inside
As they poured Klorin down his throat
Just an ape
With the mind of a 5 year old child
Just an animal
See this body here
On a pile of other bodies
Left and lonely
Thrown away... thrown away
Taken to the pound
Sold to the laboratory
Poor little hound
Screaming pain, the peak was death!
Just an animal
Wastebins of bodies
Piled like trash
Left and lonely
Thrown away... thrown away
Forgotten cadavers
Twisted and tortured
They share your fear and pain
But in your eyes they're not the same
They're just animals
8. THE FIGUREHEAD
Sharp and open
Leave me alone
And sleeping less every night
As the days become heavier and weighted
Waiting
In the cold light
A noise
A scream tears my clothes as the figurines tighten
With spiders inside them
And dust on the lips of a vision of hell
I laughed in the mirror for the first time in a year
A hundred other words blind me with your purity
Like an old painted doll in the throes of dance
I think about tomorrow
Please let me sleep
As I slip down the window
Freshly squashed fly
You mean nothing
You mean nothing
I can lose myself in Chinese art and American girls
All the time
Lose me in the dark
Please do it right
Run into the night
I will lose myself tomorrow
Crimson pain
My heart explodes
My memory in a fire
And someone will listen
At least for a short while
I can never say no to anyone but you
Too many secrets
Too many lies
Writhing with hatred
Too many secrets
Please make it good tonight
But the same image haunts me
In sequence
In despair of time
I will never be clean again
I touched her eyes
Pressed my stained face
I will never be clean again
Touch her eyes
Press my stained face
I will never be clean again
I will never be clean again
I will never be clean again
I will never be clean again
9. THE WISH
Another night leaves me standing outside in the rain again
I'm dizzy and tired, but I smile and we pretend again
Nothing happened here, just a yearning heart and a silent Wish
As the walls close in on me, I keep it all to myself
Oh, just to be with you, I won't ask for anything more
While we get crushed by the silence, the truth lies between us
I don't know why it is hard for us to trust our instincts
Could I tell you how I really feel?
Why do we play this game?
Each time I feel torn, standing by this crossroad of pain
I fall deeper into this desperation, lost somehow
My body is left behind, I keep searching for your mind
Let's guard our secrets, we never know how it will end
Oh...
10. DRREAMS OF LITTLE GIRLS
I'm waiting, so eagerly waiting
The great fair has come to town
Come on, let us hurry now
Let's forget just for a while
The great fun fair makes us smile again
All little girls catch a little glimp
Of the glossy moments of life
Keep this lovely memories
Nothing lasts for life you see
All will pass for better and worse
And the great wheel stops
The lights go out
All fairs end
There's this dreamworld, there's this innocence
If we believe
We make it all real
Life's not a fairytale
Pastime thrills will fade one day
Just like the child within
And you will stand alone
... Goddess, bless the little girls...
All alone in here
I close my eyes
Waiting for the stranger in me
To come alive
Say goodbye to the descending sun
Leave me a crimson sky
With a faint kiss
We are...
We are... walking at the edge of light
Vanished into fog that night
We are (undead)
We are (forever alive)
Stars in a gloomy show
Puppets that faded long ago
Why do you feel doomed?
When you realise
That when you can hear through walls
You had come alive
Feel the vibrant sounds
Feel the pulse
How can they demonise
The real form of life?
We are...
2. INVISIBLE ENTITY
Something has come over me
Something I cannot see
It's holding me down
Pushing me down
I try to breath, I try to shout
I open my mouth, but there comes no sound
What happened to me?
Invisible entity
Waking in darkness
I thought I had a friend beside me
But he doesn't hear
He's living in his own nightmare
I cannot move, or open my eyes
It's like being buried alive
What happened to me?
Invisible entity
Look around in this stranger's house
There's a voice from the kitchen, mumbling
Something walking up and down
How did I end up in this creepy scene
I try to run, I try to escape
Treading so silent but the floor gives way
I scream out loud
Why can't you see this entity?
3. THEIR DEAD POETRY
She makes her appearance
Never unnoticed
Heads turn, egos twitching
They want to see her play the part
Oh, what a woman
Something that is so disturbing
They love the muse in her
Wishing for a girl like her
Oh, how fascinating you are
So beautiful
So entertaining
You make me laugh
And you had me thinking
Oh, never met someone like you
Their drama wants a girl like me
Feeding their dead poetry
In their stories, in songs
They make her come alive
Songs of passion and wild girls
Empty words
But hey, they want to fantasize
Simplicity
Is haunting their daily lives
Catch her like a butterfly
Strangling the muse within her
Oh, how fascinating you are
Too mystical
Too intriguing...
You make me laugh
And you had me thinking
Oh, never had a girl like you
Fading is the muse in her
All alone in her empty house of dreams
What a weird girl... living in her own world
What a weird girl... and you can't reach her
All alone in her empty house of dreams
4. SUNGOD
I look at you
See through me
I know you have this certain curiosity
I am drifting
But with a smile
You're surely disrupting my life... but I don't mind
Like a sungod with warm rays of light
Your presence brought me back to life
Take away the sadness that is mine
At least for a while
I really don't know what it is
But maybe sometimes we don't need a reason for this
I am foolish
I know I am
But you know I always dare to try
I dare to fall so deep
You're a sungod with such golden shine
Could I make you see the beauty of the night
And like the sun you will grow colder, some day?
This feelings would fade away
Like a sungod with warm rays of light
Your presence brought me back to life
Take away the sadness that is mine
Just this time
5. ERZULIE'S CHARM
Lil' did you dream again, after all this time he haunts Your mind
Lil' what a distant day, it is crazy that you feel this way
So long...
Lil' in slumber still, it's the waking state that has Fallen ill
Lil' lets hide it well, what we really see we will not tell
So long... she said she won't forget, no?
So long... let me remind you
Lil' in the looking glass, what you see is fake it will Never last
Lil' the soothing rain, but it will not wash away the stains
So, who is the secret one?
Lil' destroy the past, such a perfect doll let the spell be cCst
Lil' soft as clay, the image is ready, start to play
So long...
So long...
Lil' let the image live, let us sing and chant and the love will last
Lil' it feels so bad, 'cause we know that we cannot raise The dead
6. PURPLE NIGHTSHADES
She stood by the window
And watched life pass by
All those fading colours
All the wasted tries
Life is a wheel
Always moving on
Searching her paradise
She saw the place inside
I'm leaving
I will take that final step
I'm never looking back no more
Don't look for me
I'm reaching for the stars
They do not seem so far anymore
Wow, all those pretty colours
This green glittering light
I hear far away voices
Old friends wave me inside
The air it smells so sweet
It melts my frozen heart
I walk through poppy gardens
I know my choice was right
I'm leaving...
And when he read her note
That she had gone
He knew that also he had to move on
Life is a circle
Where do we come from?
He took the long dark road him too
And dreamt in colours blue
I'm leaving...
7. LIVING THRASH
There's a body lying here
In-between garbage
Left and lonely
Thrown away... thrown away
Bled from the inside
As they poured Klorin down his throat
Just an ape
With the mind of a 5 year old child
Just an animal
See this body here
On a pile of other bodies
Left and lonely
Thrown away... thrown away
Taken to the pound
Sold to the laboratory
Poor little hound
Screaming pain, the peak was death!
Just an animal
Wastebins of bodies
Piled like trash
Left and lonely
Thrown away... thrown away
Forgotten cadavers
Twisted and tortured
They share your fear and pain
But in your eyes they're not the same
They're just animals
8. THE FIGUREHEAD
Sharp and open
Leave me alone
And sleeping less every night
As the days become heavier and weighted
Waiting
In the cold light
A noise
A scream tears my clothes as the figurines tighten
With spiders inside them
And dust on the lips of a vision of hell
I laughed in the mirror for the first time in a year
A hundred other words blind me with your purity
Like an old painted doll in the throes of dance
I think about tomorrow
Please let me sleep
As I slip down the window
Freshly squashed fly
You mean nothing
You mean nothing
I can lose myself in Chinese art and American girls
All the time
Lose me in the dark
Please do it right
Run into the night
I will lose myself tomorrow
Crimson pain
My heart explodes
My memory in a fire
And someone will listen
At least for a short while
I can never say no to anyone but you
Too many secrets
Too many lies
Writhing with hatred
Too many secrets
Please make it good tonight
But the same image haunts me
In sequence
In despair of time
I will never be clean again
I touched her eyes
Pressed my stained face
I will never be clean again
Touch her eyes
Press my stained face
I will never be clean again
I will never be clean again
I will never be clean again
I will never be clean again
9. THE WISH
Another night leaves me standing outside in the rain again
I'm dizzy and tired, but I smile and we pretend again
Nothing happened here, just a yearning heart and a silent Wish
As the walls close in on me, I keep it all to myself
Oh, just to be with you, I won't ask for anything more
While we get crushed by the silence, the truth lies between us
I don't know why it is hard for us to trust our instincts
Could I tell you how I really feel?
Why do we play this game?
Each time I feel torn, standing by this crossroad of pain
I fall deeper into this desperation, lost somehow
My body is left behind, I keep searching for your mind
Let's guard our secrets, we never know how it will end
Oh...
10. DRREAMS OF LITTLE GIRLS
I'm waiting, so eagerly waiting
The great fair has come to town
Come on, let us hurry now
Let's forget just for a while
The great fun fair makes us smile again
All little girls catch a little glimp
Of the glossy moments of life
Keep this lovely memories
Nothing lasts for life you see
All will pass for better and worse
And the great wheel stops
The lights go out
All fairs end
There's this dreamworld, there's this innocence
If we believe
We make it all real
Life's not a fairytale
Pastime thrills will fade one day
Just like the child within
And you will stand alone
... Goddess, bless the little girls...
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