1. HELIX

It fucks me up that I don't live the life I want to live,
That every single step I take, is planned in my head,
That I can't leave the train, that always follows the rails,
That everyone who tried, hit the ground with the face first,

And every morning I awake,
I see my face,
And the mirror tells me,
I am not myself

I am not myself

It fucks me up that time passes me by, without a stop,
That I have to bear every single bullet, shot by shot
That anyone wants to know my ways better than I,
That I can't stop the ones who spread the daily lie

And every morning I awake,
I see my face,
And the mirror tells me,
I am not myself

I am not myself

But in the end of all the struggle, the gearwheel still rotates

Helix

It fucks me up that I don't live the life I want to live


2. THORNS

It's cold
There will be no peace
Dull lights forcing hot blood on the streets
The life im swimming in is made for sharks
So you'll find no fear and you´ve been shown no love

Don't need your words dont need your help
Cause I know your kind

You are the weight bounden to my feet
The thorns in my body that i can't release
The pain in my heart the feeling to drown
The devil inside that I can't spit out

Don't need your words dont need your help
Cause I know your kind is just a waste of time
So I better stay on myself

Don't fucking tell me how you're seeing life
One day through my eyes will blow your mind
I got a hole in my soul taken long ago
And so im walking through streets in the night alone on my own

Keep talking shit, now I can clearly see
Your fake ass moves, dat's nothing for me

That shit is nothing for me


3. WASHOUT

Washout

Another day and another idea,
But everything I have to say is not what you want to hear

There is nothing to say but they are ready to blame me
This shit is driving me crazy
But I'm gonna stand my ground
But in the end of the day
I'm still a wash out


4. MERMAID

Left the road with so much sorrow
Now I'm walking blind through the night
Never strong enough to cut these ropes
I see no hope

No hope

I'm trapped in my dark dungeon of love
The light shines in but I can't step out
Counting days to many scratches on my wall
My way out is break the chains that keeping me bound
Numb my heart with that bitter pain
Fuck dat stop playing your games with me

I keep my eye on you through my barred window
Fake eyes shine bright like my fake smile
Someone should give me that fucking blindfold
Cause if I see your face againi fall in love I can't denied

Sing your melodies
Your anthems pull me down
With heavy chains on my feet
I hit the ground you shut me out

Awake alone while the whole city sleeps
I fall in my bed I'll see you in my dreams
I'm loosing loosing my strength but no one can see
My question
Why me ?

Why me ?


5. BARK N' BITE


I'm down in my crip , someones screaming outside
This world is cruel especially at night
I'm drowning in dreams, life is my nightmare
Fucked up streets and society isn't fair

Please come to catch me, write my story an end
It doesn't matter hell or heaven still a better place

There will be no change, too late to hold me back
Tonight I'm facing my fears and stop the voice in my head

So where have you been, so where were you gone
Too many times you treat me wrong
But now I'm here
I'm here for you
So come on world show me how to be so cruel

So here I am
I'm here for you
Now throw your thunderbolts
And show me how to be so cruel

So here I am
I'm here for you
Now throw your thunderbolts
Show me how to be like you

Show me how to be like you
Like you