soothe

billy corgan
© 1994 cinderful music/chrysalis songs (bmi)

hungry, hungry again
hungry, hungry again
when will it start to sway
when will it start to almost break you
hungry, hungry again
hungry, hungry again
i'll miss you
and i wish you luck
well, i forgive you
and i don't wish you away, away, away
it'll almost break you
almost take you
almost break you
almost break you up

frail and
bedazzled

billy corgan
© 1994 cinderful music/chrysalis songs (bmi)

so now listen here *or "so"
i wanna be oh so clear
i lost my soul, lost i'll stay
between your hands and my beliefs
and here i am, frail
frail and bedazzled from all the glare

tug at my sleeve
my little girl, supermaid
she don't know that i have stole my smile from a cheshire cat
and all i wanted was to be a man
since i gave up
i feel free
i feel free
i feel free
i feel free

the two of us, that's dangerous
it's all inside our heads
givin' in for nothin' less
leavin' me for him

try to understand
the ones i love
and their demands
it's so unfair
when they can't see
that i'm the boy
who really needs
their love,
i suppose

frail and bedazzled from all the
frail and bedazzled from all the
frail and bedazzled from all the glare

plume

billy corgan/james iha
© 1994 cinderful music/chrysalis songs (bmi)

oh yeah, another day
oh yeah, gotta play
what it is, it never was
i don't care to give enough

my boredom has outshined the sun
it's all down low
i just want to have some
little fun

oh yeah, another day
oh yeah, what a waste
what it is, it never was
i don't care or give a f***

my boredom has outshined the sun
it's all down low
i just want to have some
little fun

bring me down
bring me down

whir

billy corgan
© 1994 cinderful music/chrysalis songs (bmi)

i've wasted all my years
been chasin' all my fears
for another brighter than you
i gave in long ago to make it to the show,
but it's not easy when you're alone

all your prayers
in my ears
don't you care?

whir yourself around
just to fall back down
whir yourself around

my honey, little girl
c'mon, lets go for a whirl
it's still early, the sun is sleeping

she says she wants to marry me
she says she wants a baby
it's not easy when you're scared

whir yourself around
just to fall back down
whir yourself around

all your prayers
in my ears
don't you care?

blew away

james iha
© 1994 cinderful music/chrysalis songs (bmi)

blew, blew away
but i don't wanna fade
blew, blew

and if you love her
you know it will come true
and if you need her
you know that she'll be there

stay awake, i lie here
with her and i fall
(and) when i wake inside you
i know you know i'm yours

blew, blew away
but i don't wanna fade
blew, blew

and if you're sad, too
until the angel sings and touches you
don't confuse my only life

i said blew, and please don't ever leave
and i will grieve, and (re)member thee
hope to meet you there

and i wanna let her know
that i won't let her go
i wanna let her know
that i love her so

i'm blew, blew, blew away
but i don't wanna–
blew, i love you
blew

pissant

billy corgan
© 1994 cinderful music/chrysalis songs (bmi)

got me a raygun
got me an altitude
can't help feelin' something's wrong
with every one of you

inside your head
trust me instead
inside your head

talk revolution
as if it matters now
i don't care anyway
just give me what i want

inside your head
trust me instead
inside your head

ooh, honey
fill me with your little whispers
store your little nightmares
of a generation set to burn

come on honey
let's go for a ride
down where the crickets learn to sing and play, baby

inside your head
trust me instead
inside your head
trust me instead
inside your head
trust me instead
inside your head

yeah, it's a motherf***er, oh


hello kitty
kat

billy corgan
© 1994 cinderful music/chrysalis songs (bmi)

say hello before you say goodbye
i should go before you make me cry
she wants to bleed every drop inside of me
but i aim to please the little girl inside of me, too

yeah, yeah
you know i hate to say (it)
oh no, i always stay
i don't want to be like the others, please

who is sorry now?
who is sorry now?
if i show you how,
will you let me down?

slit my wrists and die a whore
love to love to love what you adore
i can give you anything,
but please let me be your everything
you lose

yeah, yeah
you know i hate to say it
oh no, i always stay
i don't wanna be like the others, please

who is sorry now?
if i show you how,
will you let me down?
will you let me down?
who is sorry now?
who is sorry now?

my love is weakness
my love is oh so wrong
my love is sadness
my love is oh so strong
my teeth are razor sharp
my love is f***ing strong
i'll be with you
but not for long

oh, oh, oh

yeah, yeah
you know i hate to say it
oh no, i always stay
i don't wanna be like the others, please

who is sorry now?
who is sorry now?
who is sorry now?
if i show you how,
will you let me down?
will you let me down?
please let me down
please let me down

(song's over)

obscured

billy corgan
© 1994 cinderful music/chrysalis songs (bmi)

lost your head, now you sleep on the floor
what you said, i don't want anymore
through the haze, make your eyes up to ache
out in space, days away

through these eyes
i rely on all i've seen
obscured
through these eyes
it looks like i'm home tonight

left for dead as you sweep out the cold
things we said we don't need anymore
tale inside her like a fallen kite
hey, hey, yeah

through these eyes
i deny on all i see
obscured
through these eyes
it looks like i'm home tonight

what you said made a mess of me
what you said, i don't want
obscured

landslide

stevie nicks
© 1994 welsh witch music/sony songs inc. (bmi)

i took my love and took it down
i climbed a mountain, i turned around
and i saw my reflection in a snow covered hill
'til the landslide brought it down

oh, mirror in the sky, what is love?
can the child within my heart rise above?
can i sail through the changing ocean tides?
can i handle the seasons of my life?

well, i've been afraid of changing cause i've
built my life around you
but time makes you bolder
even children get older
and i'm getting older, too

well, i've been afraid of changing cause i've
built my life around you
time makes you bolder
even children get older
and i'm getting older, too
i'm getting older, too

i took my love and took it down
i climbed a mountain, i turned around
and if you see my reflection in the snow covered hill
the landslide brought it down
the landslide brought it down

starla

billy corgan
© 1994 cinderful music/chrysalis songs (bmi)

i'm in here
please take me home
starla dear
i'm all alone

when you can't decide what's on your mind
it's clear i'm here, starla dear

to disappear takes so much time
starla dear, you're on my mind

soon, soon i'll be leaving
soon, soon i'll be leaving
i hear all you're saying
i hear all you're failing

i'm in here
please take me home
starla dear
i'm all alone

when you can't decide what's on your mind
it's clear i'm here, starla dear

serve yourself
no one else can do for you like you
and no one else fails like me
in my eyes i burn alive
fly like a bird
no more words just you and i
high in the sky

blue

billy corgan
© 1994 cinderful music/chrysalis songs (bmi)

hey blue, all your love is strange
come out with all those crazy names
so true when you lie
for you, blue

right or wrong
i belong
right or wrong

hey blue, where'd you run to now?
miss you since they found you out
i've been waiting such a long time
for your smile, for you

i lay with you this velvet morning
stay with me for a while
where we run to is up to you
just stay with me for a while

girl named
sandoz

eric burdon/john weider
© 1994 unichappell music, inc. (bmi)

well i met a girl called sandoz
and she taught me many many things
good things, very good things
sweet things

i met her on a sunday morning
it was hot though the snow lay on the ground
strange things, very strange things
my mind has wings

sandoz sandoz
will you tell me no?
sandoz sandoz
will you tell me why?
we could all learn something from your mind, yeah

she is very old yet many think she's young
one kiss from her and you know your time has come
good times, for all time
sandoz

la dolly
vita

billy corgan
© 1994 cinderful music/chrysalis songs (bmi)

i lay my head on her bosom
to cry myself to sleep
i see no greater wisdom
than she has given me

la dolly vita
sweet as true love
la dolly vita
cool as ice cream
cool as ice cream

you hear a lot of visions
you can't even stop
can't see what you're missing
spinning like a top

fade away, i want to see her
fade away, i want to see her
i only want to meet her

la dolly vita
true as blue sky
la dolly vita
cool as ice cream
cool as ice cream

take it all the way down
forsake what you have now
take it all the way down

spaced

billy corgan
© 1994 cinderful music/chrysalis songs (bmi)

dad
dead
was i ever alive?
f***ing makes you alive in one minute
solstice
i am solstice filled with mercury
filled with mercury
liquid f***ed
see right through your heart
f*** your heart
i am mercury liquid pure
hot, alive, dead, mucked fish eyes, doe eyes
i was born alive
i'll f***ing kill you
i'll beat your soft baby head with my own hand {?}
careful with that baby…
don't ever say the h word around him
ashamed
i am ashamed of my name
say it
i hate the sound of your s*** because it means no good
it means cheap, liar, smarta** piece of s***
change it to raygun you f***
billy the loon
i am the loon
i am mars
billy addly addly addly….
your name causes s***
while i may be no expert on this reality,
there is no god, but shame
god is hurt, god is cold
try that once, god is dead
there is not another one
battle
cold heart radio
feedback
the pain
recurring messages of badness
recurring living bad dreams at the vortex of lost souls
wailing lost souls of shame
we are in one hole
like a cup of mercury phosphate
brrr
shuddering around {?}
taste my s*** you wench
lifting, wailing lost souls who stand a chance
hot, my eyes darkly gaze and wonder
do not enter
why?
i was born whole
fractured, divided, shattered into a billion fragments
a million piece puzzle
a million piece jigsaw puzzle with no this, and no that….